-> Yeah..!

Yeah...! Finally my blog mei mei le aft 8 mths haa.. I do it myself de lor.. So happy.. Not very gd standard but at lease better than last time plain plain de..
Actually tis few days i gt something to blog de.. But lazy.. Have been lazy tis few daes coz tot of doin some things but never do.. Likewise, i am oso busy lea haiz.. Holi dun feel like holi lea still as busy as b4 but gt a little more time fer myself la.. Tis holi didn't get to meet up wif any frenz coz busy wif ce pts, trainin, giving tuition, workin n goin kl ltr at e last wk of holi.. Tot of wanna meet up wif val fer kbox but i dun haf any one whole full dae free fer it lea.. Haiz.. Nw a bit of regret takin elective fer sem 2 n hope mine wun b accepted so dat i haf my 4 dae week back haa.
Tue, was raining damn heavily n while i was waitin fer bus to trainin, alot of memories come back.. I rmb playin in e rain durin p6, rmb how i was a kid when i saw 2 boys sharin a rain coat to the bus stop. The 1st thing i thought of is the books in the bag are all wet.. Haa.. Last time used to do dat too then go hm need to dry bks n i thought of my pri sch uniform too.
Aiya.. Dun quite rmb wat i wanna write le n muz force myself to slp le coz tml morn goin army open hse.. Shall write again since my blog is nicer.. Haa
Oh ya, one last thing i wanna write.. Ytd momo sae he read my blog n i'm surprised n shocked haa.. Coz i nv tot my guy frenz will really go read my blog but aft a while, i'm fine wif it le.. Since my blog is nicer n i nv write any one's bad stuff haa. Last time dun really dare tell pp i gt blog coz ugly.. Nw..? I will tell ba.. Haa.. Spent a lot of time doin my blog lor haa..

01:59

-> My past wk..

Last wkn, i didn't work n went to Lian's bdae party cum class chalet. She ordered buffet fer dinner and aft eatin, cut cake n takin pics, we w66j left fer our chalet while lian went clubbin wif her frenz 1st then join us fer e chalet. Ronny, Seng, Jun Hong, Liyi, Hsiao Li, Cheryl (w66c de) n i went to costa sand de chalet. We had some fun while waitin fer Rachel (e3 de) to come.. We play dai de n heart attack dat laughter keep lingering ard the room and nv once stop esp hsiao li n ron de laughter. Haa, ron's long lost laughter came back dat dae coz he couldn't control n cheryl was laughin at him coz he nv hear b4. Seng went out to fetch his fren Shawn while we continue playin n waitin fer lian to come back coz she promise to be back 2h ltr. At 12 midnight, we call her n sang birthday song fer her coz her bdae is at sun.. As i dun wanna drink any alcohol, so i escape by goin to slp while dey continue to play. Hsiao Li oso slp but i duno wat's her reason la. Lian came back at ard 5am plus and i guess after a while the rest oso fall aslp ba. The next morn, lian call us all up n we went to eat lunch. After lunch we play heart attack, chat n take some photos before goin back as we are tired le.
Thursday was the last dae of sch and i put on make up n wear jeans to sch haa. I didn't do any work but playin ard n watchin drama coz i am plain lazy.. Haa took alot of pics n our fac treat us banana choc cake.
Ytd was e 1st dae of holi, but i still went to sch fer workshop. I oso nv do much fer e workshop when doin research coz joanna n linda is fast in doin dat. The last thing to do in dat workshop was to do a online game quiz like monopoly lidat and we are off to go.. Quite short time la the workshop but gt pts yea haa. On e ride back, Jonathan (last time work at cold storage de manager) board the bus n we chatted on e ride back. Feel very weird chattin wif him lea.. Last time dun tink so while workin n can crap wif him but nw dun dare haa.. Halfway de ride, saw my pri sch chi teacher but i guess she dun recognise mi any more ba haa.. She oso nv saw mi coz she was sittin in front. I reach hm n watch some shows fer a while b4 goin out again. Meet momo at night to watch Dead Silence and accompany him to eat at moss.. Aft eatin, he went to my hse downstairs to watch my lappy movie together till halfway coz i tired le..

13:57

-> 好想写华语

我突然好想写华语啊。可能是因为我最近看太多的戏，被引响吧。这个学期要解束了，感想并不多，不像以前第一学段的感想。那时，感触很多，很舍不得。不过先在，没什么感触。有种感觉过了这个学期，可能和他们会很少联络吧。因为有些原因，我觉得我和一些朋友有些疏远。
不过，我和一些朋友的感情还算还好所以因该在最后一天还是会有一点点的感触吧。
嗨，现在上课很无聊，真想逃课呀。。。

11:43

-> The problem lies on..

Being single fer a few years liao.. During those year, i keep wondering y am i single.. Hee.. Deqiang and some other guys once sae too that i dun look dat ugly nor unwanted but y am i single.. I would reply them i duno lea..
But now, i think that i seem to find out the ans to y le.. Last week, almost everyday i meet up to momo.. I accompany him to study, watch movie together and eat.. He accompany mi hm too coz there isn't any bus home any more. Aft he accompany mi hm, he walk hm frm my hse dere which is like walkin one big round frm wher we left. Momo accompany mi hm n i kept wondering whether he is walkin mi hm as a gentleman or juz accompany mi hm coz he feel guilty fer keepin mi up late.
Durin e last meetin, i am really very wear out liao but still we watch movie that is on my lappy coz e show we wanna watch haf no more time slot le. We watch till 4pm wher he left my hse durin dat time. And dat time, i feel that e interaction between us is too couplelike le.. We beat and push each other like couples teasing each other and he care fer mi..? There's this once where we are watchin e movie at my hse downstair. There's a rat lingering ard us and hiding. I put my leg across the table to the chair early on coz there were "xiao qiang".. So when suddenly i saw e rat, i gt a shock n had a big reaction. Momo's reaction was fast too fer he quickly grab mi n calm mi down..
Fer this, i feel dat we are too "ai mei" le.. N fer dat, i dun dare to haf much contact wif him as in physical contact.. 过了这次，我想了想，原来我会一个人是因为我怕。我怕我不会付出，不懂得体贴，只要求别人为我而付出等等。。因为我是个不会关查四周和人的迷糊人所以我不会是一个好情人。。哈哈。还有，我也不敢去谈恋爱。不知道为什么，一想到和谁发展成男女朋友的话，我就会感到很害怕，开始钻牛角尖，斩时和那个人疏远一阵子。然后我就会觉得我们还是当朋友会比较好。

17:11

-> It's been long

Help out fer Official Opening on fri, mon and tue. RC pp will be doing logistic stuffs and quite a lot of us help out and to have fun also. The progress of helping out not bad la had some fun and i collected 7 colours of the shirts haa yea.. But it was lock up at the store because it was accidentally lock up dere. Haa
Tue was e official dae wher it ended very late aft we have clear up. By the time i reach hm, it was already 2345. Luckly Ting Yin's dad drive mi hm if nt i guess i will be hm even later.. Aft i reach hm, i took my lappy n went out again.. Went to meet Momo to accompany him study fer his test or exams? Haa bout e same la. We stay ard at AMK new mac till bout 3am lidat then we accompany mi walk hm.. Dat's wat he promise mi de lor haa. Actually he tinkin of stayin ard till 6am in e morn so dat we haf buses to go hm but he see mi lookin very tired n decided to go hm then. Coz he sae i always like to act strong haa. I reach hm at 3.30am n faster bath to bed. 4am, i receive a msg frm momo sayin he was lock outside he hse coz he duno who lock the door frm inside. I feel pity fer him n ask him to call his bro to open fer him but he sae his bro slpin like pig. Although he is locked outside, he still tell mi to go slp since i am tired. For dat, i feel dat he is a gentleman la haa. Coz on e way hm i kep askin him when will he let mi change my mind against him of nt being gentlemanly. And he sae dun wan lea haa.. But e part wher he ask mi to slp is gentlemanly la.
The next morn at 1130, i meet up wif Steven and Cyril to watch The Simpsons Movie. Momo ask mi to give him a morning call when i meet them so dat he can continue study. The movie was quite funny la coz i tink i nv watch e Simpsons when i was young. Aft watchin, we walk to City Hall coz meetin some rc pp to try out fer e rc shoe. As we reach earlier than the others n haven had lunch yet, so we went to the chicken rice stall to haf lunch.
We hang ard at Campers Corner an hour plus ba. Tryin shoe here and there finally i have chosen e hottie size 5.5 which i have like very much. 1st time tryin can't fit in so i try others but still like hottie so much that i wanted to try again to fit in. Haa finally i could fit in so i guess i just need to season the shoe when i buy hee.
Aft tryin shoes, i went to meet up wif Valerie to watch Alone. Before watchin we went to new York Cafe to eat dinner. Haa i order spring chicken and this is e 1st time i eat spring chicken sia.. Duno how to start or go about. But i nv finish in e end coz full n no time le as e movie time is startin le..
After meetin wif val i meet up wif momo again to accompany him to study again. Momo saw Jun Rong so i suggested we go join them so gt company. But this time we went back earlier coz jr drivin n we hitch a ride back too lor as jr wanted to go hm liao.
It's been long since i have enjoy with my frenz..!

12:52