Tuesday, January 30, 2007
-> Poison sting
OMG..! I guess e poison sting dat haf been injected in my head was very strong and serious lol.. Y..? Coz thru out e whole trainin i am very bothered by what i have heard frm some of them (the cause of the poison sting in my head.. haa)
I am actually very lookin forward to today's trainin lol coz i think i gt improve a little bit and started to haf more passion on climbin.. (Andrew today tot i quit rc liao haa he find it surprisin dat i am still in rc..) When i went to wait fer bus to come at sch juz nw, i saw J and K walkin towards my direction.. I tot K nt comin to trainin coz he gt conflicts wif B.. Tot he juz accompany J to wait fer e bus nia.. When Ting Yin came, i talked to her n noticed dat today quite a lot of pp comin fer trainin as some seniors came too.. Surprise sia.. I even joke to her sayin dat today duno really wat dae sia.. Those who seldom come fer trainin came today juz like my class today.. All those hu nv come ytd came today.. Almost full class lol.. Haa.. Btw, Susu oso came but i nv talk much to him juz sae i watchin a new drama that Ah Jin is actin in it call Hana Kimi and KO One.. Everyone board e bus liao but J and Z haven coz dey waitin fer Michael (our ALC advisor cum RC co-advisor).. So we left w/o them..
We started warmin up and dey reached aft we finished wif warm up. OMG.. K came to trainin too lol.. I was like shit.. Totally no mood le coz B separate us into 2 grps where Susu, S, P and LY went wif her to climb downstairs wher e rest of us follow Michael.. K join us too and he set us some routes.. I duno y but i really dun like him alot lea although we nv tok much to each other b4.. Tink mayb coz i heard things bout him and J that made mi feel this way.. The whole trainin i wanted to tell someone how i m being bothered by his existence lea but can't coz a lot of pp were ard.. N dey dun seem to quite know what i know.. So i keep telling Ting Yin that later on e way hm i wanna tell her something..
K set us some routes but to mi, it seems dat we r newbies who dun really noe how to climb coz i think is e way he talk to us ba.. And dat time, i really wish i could join B dey all to climb lol.. Haa.. Feel like i nv exercise much lol coz nv climb much.. But hand quite pain as quite long nv boulder le.. Towards e end, nv really interate much wif K le.. Phew.. Feel much relief haa duno y aft i go chat wif Steven n e rest lol haa.. Weird me.. Haa.. Also duno what's wrong wif mi gt dat kind of feelin or hatred fer K..? Haa.. Mayb coz i haf heard a lot of things bout him dat made my impression of him so bad ba haa.. I muz try nt to think dat way or haf dat feelin.. Muz go n learn more bout him to see myself whether is he dat kind of pp who dey sae instead of followin other pp de tots..
On e way hm, i didn't shot all my unhappy feelings to Ting Yin coz Steven and Arif tong pang Ting Yin dad's car to AMK MRT station. So all e way, e 3 of us were talkin behind but Ting Yin were very quiet in e front seat. And while talkin to them, i totally 4get all my uhappiness fer today de trainin le.. Till nw, i didn't feel that worst any more too.. =)
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