-> a series of unexpected event day.

started e day with tuition. nv realise wei hao was so good until zi bo came into my life. man, zi bo is soooooo argh.. everytime makes my blood boils. for e sake of money, i'll endure.. i'll just sit there and wait till he is settled le then i continue.. i seldom show fierce face to my students but to him, i MUST! wei hao was way better man. now then i realise.

go home slack a while then head out to my adidas sundown 10k women run!!. thats e start of the whole uneventful night.

i thought its like stand chart run, can reach there exactly the time. but i was wrong, awfully WRONG! i stood there waited and queue for 2h for that damn shuttle bus to the starting point.. 1.5h man. i really dont know myself why i could wait that long. seriously, this year i think is a year for testing my patience. just how many times have i been waiting for this long this year le.. I DONT LIKE TO WAIT.

my race start off time was 7pm, cut off time 10pm. when i finally get to board the bus, still have to walk 0.5h to the starting point!! e road was blocked. bus cant bring us to the starting point. while walking, made a new fren. or shld i say a walking buddy (that's what he intro me to his frens). kenneth was his name. we walked for half an hour to the starting point and chatted.

finally reached, it was already 10pm. decided not to run liao lol... but actually, ruoning asked mi to run full mara with her since i missed mine race... but i decided not to. nv had dinner, her race starts at midight, 42km race, run till morn, nv train for it. are e reasons i declined.

hang ard with kenneth's frens. and he offered to sent mi home as we live near and he drove. just that his car was parked far due to the road closure therefore we meet while walking in. (zhen, dont ever think bout it, its not gonna happen!! ha)

initially, i declined, saying shy... but in the end, i went with his car saying he can drop mi at the main road and i can cab back. saw sally. meet ruoning b4 her run. saw one of my sim classmate.

as kenneth's car was packed way far, we hitched rides from other pp to get his car. (1st time i hitch a ride sia) it was an ang moh couple. (ang moh peeps are just great man!!)

reached his car there le but no cabs so he offered to send mi to e main road aft picking up his frens from another hitched car. they were supposed to go changi airport to meet another fren but they cancelled. therefore everyone was being sent back by him. i reached home at 1pm.

i didnt get to run, but i got my 10k medal. haha. but if run, i also dont know i can make it not. got a little headache.

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-> beautiful soul

I always have this thought that music can represent something.. esp in relationship.. e many musics out there sings out what I always felt... there are sad sounds that sings my sad feeling, emo sounds when I felt emo.. or even lonely love sounds when I yearn for a him..

a few days earlier, someone insisted I go listen to this song. Beautiful Soul.. he says he really mean every word the lyrics said.. I heard, and I'm touched.

I did nothing. I just don't want to go into relationship this fast.. I still like my carefree life, my freedom.

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