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Friday, May 8, 2009

-> dilemma
i'm faced with dilemma, choices.

actually, i'm thrown by this dilemma on mon evening, when i went to work. but fer e past 2 days i havent been workin so i didnt think much bout it. today, dilemma hit mi in e face again.

i have a job offer. i can take up either e post of section leader, supervisor, department manager or chief cashier (tina's post if you are readin this val.) yes, all those job designation are from cold storage.

i have my worries though. admit that i am not strict. nt to the outside world, my friends, the people i knew outside. i dun wan to look unapproachable.

if i were to be one of those posts, i duno what change i would have. there will be a change in me.
if i were to be one of those posts, would i be respected, would my instructions be followed??? there are so many people ard there who have worked longer than me, age older than mi. i'm just a someone who is only 20, nt even 21 yet.
if i were to be one of those posts, my i be able to cope with e load? i know how much is e load. i am nt confident. with my blurness and how muddle can i be at times.

BUT,

i wish i could try and gain some experiences.
i wish i could try and know some things frm this area in the industry

i duno wat i wan. i am flicker minded. i am afraid i am juz into this fer this moment of time only and aft a few days, i will change my mind. juz like how i say i wan to learn drivin frm like 4 mths ago, i will send resume like a month ago.

laziness. is the word that is very very stuck with mi at this time. i am juz lazy to do everything right nw. i am afraid it's juz a 3 min adrenaline feel.

but, i wish to try new things.

you will grow frm tryin because you have learnt something out of the tries. you can nv move on because you will be forever stuck there as you have learnt nothing new.

03:42

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Jocelyn
 Xiao Ke Ai, Sotong
 01.12.1988
 jaunty_jocelyn@hotmail.com
 Republic Poly
 Lazy, Rock climber, Blur

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