-> beware

meet up wif sally n zhen fer runnin.
i wan to work out BADLY.


bro tag along and sally was more than happy to have him along coz she gt company fer runnin slow.


our finishin point was at amk park mac.
had chocolate drink there.

sally's bro and dad came over to eat aft they left the hospi wher her mom was hospitalised.
my bro. i didnt know he is so happening sia.

they sally's dad n bro was sittin behind us. and my bro can suddenly turn his chair around us and sat wif them chat.

all of us were like shocked. he is so happenin sia.
all was entertainin him. he juz have a lot of crap to say.

luckily i dun like to entertain him. else i'm dead long ago.

to my frenz, next time if u see him. dun entertain him. or u will regret.!

01:04

-> argh

ARGH..!!

can just kill mi le.

previously, i tried to login in my posb account through i banking but i 4gt i used the other password.

nvm. i wait fer e new password to send mi.

now, juz nw b4 i went out to run wif zhen and sally, i itchy hand go uob ibankin thinkin of loging in to see how much balance i have.

damn. i 4gt this password too. my access was denied too.
aft access being denied fer loggin in, i suddenly rmb the password again.

argh
i need to go and reset my password again.

ARGH..!!

Labels: ARGH

01:00

-> sotong

damn sotong.

aft receivin the secured device fer ibankin frm dbs, i just left it layin on the sofa fer weeks.
i tried to login today.

i couldnt aft a lot of attempts.

i called dbs. they ask mi to try again coz maybe i 4gt e pin.
still cannot.

so they have to send mi a new pin to login.

aft i hang the fon, i suddenly rmb one pin i can try.
oh mine. i can log in successfully le.

i called them to sae dun need to send mi e link liao but haiz.
session deleted. still can use fer today but nt tml till i gt the new pin to register again.

sian. blur me.

19:01

-> title?

my tiredness was repaid finally!.

but i accumulate a new one today haa. still online at the time nw 0226.
ytd accum momo fer HIS dinner. at 2300 plus lol.

was really damn damn damn tired. luckily today i could slp in late.
but i was online till 4am even though i keep sayin i am tired. was watchin my drama.

i finally finished watchin my drama.
shld stop fer a while so that i will focus on my snowballed fyp.

meet wif momo again aft tuition.
i was angry on my student.
but anger was on him.
well, since he agreed to be my 出气人, and he kept pressin mi on what happened so fustration was on him lol.
i actually dun wanna tok bout it le but he kept promptin.

he tried to make mi feel happier but i was indifferent. he ask why i keep pullin a black face. i juz feel lethargic to entertain him.

change of plans frm movie watchin to walk home (my home) to eat roti prata at the prata hse. all was my say. how flickle minded i can be.

wat are we? i duno. i emphasis we are frenz today alot of times. i told him, my close frenz are all girls. guys? up to good frenz. to be a close fren for a guy, he will be my bf already. coz that's when we are really that close.

02:08

-> monday

meet up wif sally and zhen aft tuition.

the 1st round of cookie

with the leftover of dough fer e 1st round of cookie, zhen made a shape of a mickey, i made the eyes and mouth. but it ended up out of shape and char tar.

i ate the char tar most of the time. i dun mind.

the peach tart that was half successful. the base cant be eaten

23:31

-> over?

Climb.MAX finally was over! but my burden isn't any lighten by lots.
have to slog through my fyp liao *cry*

alot of things happened.

stayed over at joyce hse fer 2 nights coz of the belayin job at Poh Jing Primary School.
easy job, easy money. i hope i could get this kind of job again.
CAN I?

Climb.MAX was next. through this, i went through alot. includin something called stress.
went through emo days but i am still in the emo feel.

because of Climb.MAX, i neglected fyp. i feel bad to my teammates fer doing nth and slackin our progress. our task on hand are snowballin right nw.

i neglected climbin. my passion.

went climbin today wif azmi, arron, adam and how chewn. i CANNOT complete any routes. beat was there too. i couldnt do the routes she set fer mi. i am just strengthless and the fingers and palms juz feel sore aft A climb.

i dun feel happy.

went to eat tau huay. it's so long since i ate aft climb. yum! e rest duno how to go. so we ended up walkin in the wrong direction. so took bus there in e end. i thought serangoon road was little india so let them carry on walkin straight till i find the place very unfamiliar and adam ask fer directions. haa

am tired. was wat i am feelin now. i cant foresee any of the days i can REALLY REALLY rest.

one less job. one less income. =(

Labels: am tired.

23:59

-> emo

at this instant, i am feelin very emo!

2nd time in my life, gastric pain

23:21

-> tired

i'm tired of guessing are we frenz or wat.

i shall treat u as a fren then. CHAN MOMO.

15:43

-> oh

i finally get to eat my crave of ajisen aft a few months.
i'm tired till i napped at the sofa of joyce's hse.
i talked to her while my eyes are still closed.
we bought something fer ourselves b4 we gt our pay fer the belay job.
tml is the last day of belay job.
another busy day tml.
stayin over in sch on fri!

my short getaway wif joyce to genting next week.
hope it's happening! =]

23:44

-> i want to sleep

i am so so so tired.
eyelids closing.
i want to slp.

i am craving fer tiramisu and kinder bueno.

Labels: sleep over

15:08

-> sleep over

i am not at home tonight and tml night.

staying over at my sister's hse. Joyce.

23:29

-> nothing

EVERYTHING JUST DOSEN'T FEEL RIGHT.!

22:55

-> sorry

i'm sorry. i have been attituding someone recently.

01:25

-> haha

3rd day doin belay job.
physically shaq.

wake zatd up at 5.30am and went back to slp. alarm was at 6.15am. i off it and fall asleep again.
awake wif a jump at 6.35am. gosh i'll be late.

luckily zatd sms mi to meet at 7.15am if nt i'll have to rush like mad.

on bike, i'm tired till i almost fall asleep la haa. on the job, i kept stonning. zatd n zayd caught mi haa. omg. i must NOT.!

today belay ended earlier. i didnt belay today. the student helpers are so endu in belayin that they keep wantin to belay. so let them lor. i juz supervise.

this isnt gd. coz make mi stone more. i think if i am belayin i will nt stone ba.

went to joyce's hse to bath aft breakfast. then took her godpa's car to sch. i simply drop dead in the car. SLEEP.

long day. aft settling the stuffs in sch, joyce and i travel to meet steven Quak and tingyin at bugis. we b4 mrtin, i bought old chang kee to eat. reached bugis, i bought tori Q. and lastly, our nice dinner with mi alone to a dessert and the 3 of them shared 2 desserts.

we went to sim lim sq coz steven Quak wan to repair tingyin's harddisk while joyce and i lookin out fer lappy adapters. the sista's adapters are spoilt.

dinner was at one of the jap restaurant at bugis. i like the place. be it service, ambience, price and food. all are great. price is affordable.

craps, laughs, shot, chat, eat as usual. one of the topic raised. food!
we have never eat at kopidiam or food court b4 lol. nt even a fast food restaurant. everytime when we meet, food will be involved. we always eat good food when we get together. plannings fer meetin always involved it. there's so many place we said we want to go eat. joyce's bdae and mine we will be havin nice food again.

but i think way b4 our bdaes, there will be a food gatherin again haa.

droppin dead and tml must pull myself to sch. nw i really need mornin calls. my next restin day is on sun. can i endure till sun?

23:38

-> 出口

18:03

-> slight ankle sprain

i didnt know today there's a mini comp lol.
i did not bring any climbin attire.
nv take part in e comp.
reason?
i'm nt in proper shorts, nails nt cut, one month nv climb and no confidence in my climb.
so i gave it a miss. aft the gers finished their cat, i tried the routes.
my pair of 5.5 hottie.
the feelin feels familiar.
i miss it.
the tiles on the wall.
i miss it.
the feelin of being able to flash the route.
i so so so so missssssssssss it.
nw then i realise, i really MISS climbin.
but i am feelin low because of climbin too.
my climbin frenz left.
each with their things to do.
climbin together wasn't like wat it used to be.
that was wat i missed the most.
the fun we had climbin together.
i'm emo again and i had a slight sprain on my left ankle.
able to walk but a slight turn of the ankle to the right, comes the pain.

Labels: misses

23:26

-> sad

watchin sad dramas and shows is one of my emo reasons.

BUT,

i still like to watch sad dramas and shows to make myself emo! haa

13:37

-> 咸的

泪是咸的
心是空的
感觉是伤心的
好难过
好想大哭一场
埋在心里的不开心有好多好多

你，
我还以为我能像以前一样的生活
我错了
脑海中欧俄会想起快乐的时候
可是，我想是不可能了

时间，我需要时间来慢慢遗忘

23:00

-> cheers

15:50

-> aww

AWW my dear sista..

23:24

-> yes

yes one stress item down.

http://sit.rp.edu.sg/61201/angmokio.html

that's one of my stress list.

it may seem ok wat but IT'S SOMETHING I HAVE NOT LEARNT BEFORE.


JAVASCRIPT!!


this is just a simple assignment that my fyp supervisor ask us to do in preparation fer weeks to come.

14:37

-> bad influence

'bad influence'

this word, have been associated with mi alot of times today.
it started wif tingyin. in our msn chat.

then, it when i am eatin wif wai fen and sikin durin e 1st breakout, the word came out again.
it became real when we skipped class at 1pm fer movie.
we wanted to watch house of bunny but watched connected instead.
we took cab to cwp lol

came back sch aft movie.
needed to be there fer manpower briefin to the climbers.
waited so long long long.
i'm tired.
watch the year ones climb, makes mi feel like climbin too.
no shoes, long finger nails and almost one month nv climb.
i didnt do a route.
i notice my passion fer climbin is still there.
i lack something.

something called time.
something called trainings.

Labels: dinner missed

00:13

-> 5A pics

5A

01:08

-> 5A BBQ

i juz finished junrong's blog. he juz went to taiwan sia. so envy. i wanna go too!! aft readin, the desire to get out of sing is so strong...! joyce....

5A bbq was like memory flash back. on the way there, past by old campus at hougang sec which our sch use their sch fer 2 yrs b4 amk's campus finished buildin. lots of things happened when i am sec 1.

i didnt eat much. did bbqin wif zhen. fer e 1st time, i enjoy bbq. but this might be the 1st n last time takin initiative to bbq? coz i still like being serve afterall haa.

tot of joyce quite frequent. esp when crossin the road. zhen took my hand. i'm reminded by my previous funny post. speak bout joyce to zhen quite often. nw she oso noes my frens liao la haa.

everyone still looks the same to mi. i was quite sian there coz didnt contact them much. but e company was gd where we update each other's and did wat e gers like most. gossips!!!! laughin at our sillyness in the past too.

rode junrong's car hm. come to think of it, it's been like a year since i sat his car? haa. i was e 2nd to be drop. it's nice of kean chung to offer sendin mi up my hse. that's wat i call a gentleman ok chan wei hao. i noe he wun be readin my blog so i dun mind 说他坏华haa. if u are readin this, debate mi lol haa. still nt gentleman la u haa.

01:56

-> photos of indispensible 4

Lunch

Movie

Steven

14:45

-> stevie's bdae

although his bdae past already, but we still celebrate.

indespensable 4.
lunch at cine level 2 jap pasta restaurant.
the 3 girls treated him as a present.
bill was $90 plus.

movie was next.
called eagle eye.
jeremy join us aft lunch.
movie was an hour later so we walk around.
went to apple shop.
i like the new ipod.
feel like buyin.
or someone buy fer mi????
haa my bdae is comin!

we walk to kinokumiya.
reason?
steven and jeremy had a conflict whether egypt is under asia or not.
therefore we haf decided to walk over to taka to find out e ans.
joyce, tingyin and i haf continue on deciding where we shld go fer a runaway aft the rp life.
no conclusion yet.
there's so many place i wan to go.

i am a ignorant ger.
there's so many things duno.
my directions... Awww
i duno which country is where and where.

movie was..
i am watchin wif my mouth open.
coz i am like "waaaaaa".
i like it.

dinner at suntec.
settled at thai express eventually.
stevie is so indecisive.
dinner was $90 plus bucks again.
we really ate alot.
the times we meet, we eat.

1st time at thai express and i love the food there liao.
eat!

08:36

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