Saturday, August 2, 2008
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ytd, jy confessed to mi sayin he like mi. when i heard that, i felt overjoy and at the same time, duno wat to react. it's the 1st time someone say he like mi in the face.
at the same time, i felt ps too duno y. i like him too. the situation ytd was awkward for us when we express ourselves. further more, when we are expressin ourselves, we are afraid of been seen by pp haa. we held hands and i felt ps when walkin as i have nv done that in sch b4. pp were lookin at us and i just couldn't get used to it for that moment. to mi, that time was just to sudden and happening. i still need time to adjust frm a single mi to a double us.he's a sweet talker wher he juz msg a I Love You to mi.. =)this is wat we msg each other the day b4 we are together.jy: ok.. faster slp hor if not from pig to panda.. nights=)joce: nt climbin. fad saes bring shoe. so i duno do wat. only noe it's not on e wall. see u wan come or nt lorjy: oh ok.. i see how it goes after the swim.. still not slping yet ah.. tml cfm you late..joce: humph look down on mi. whole sem i only late 2 times hor. and is purposely dejy: cuz the rest you late means nvr go school.. think i duno..joce: noe mi so well?jy: haha in the process la..joce: oo okok. so shld i let u noe more bout mi..? hmmmjy: waa say until i'm like stalker like that.. dont watch drama le hor.. go slp!! joce: haa slp well fer tml..! nitejy: i've been wanting to tell you smth today.. but no chance to tell you.. so tell you now.. i like you..joce: prank arjy: -.-' is that wad you can reply.. nothing else?joce: sorry recently haf been prank wif this joke. so i duno wat to reactjoce: anw, this time u stan mi haajy: let me be the one to lead you when you're lost. let me be the one to guide you when you're blur. let my shoulder be the one for you to fall on. let me watch stars with you. let me be the special one who can call you pig.joce: ..?jy: ok go slp liao.. if not tml cannot wake up.. nights..joce: if it's fer real, i'm willing to give it a try. juz that i think that i'm nt gd enu fer ujy: dumb dumb.. how can you think in this way.. have a good night slp.. chat with you tml=)joce: night =)when we are together, i learnt that acutally, he had wanted to confess to mi a few weeks before. this was the 4th attempt. and in the attempts, there were funny moments.1st attempt.the night when we watch the dark knight. he wanted to tell mi he like mi while waitin fer the cab. but he was too shy to sae so nothing happens.2nd attempt.2nd last week of accounting lesson. we were chatting on msn, and edward, was on the left beside mi, venessa on my right. he told mi he wanted to tell mi in class durin the msn but he is scare ed or vanessa might look into my msn window.3rd attempt. i screw his attempt haa. we were msning again and when he wanted to tell mi, i added edward into the convers. reason was we were talkin bout ed coz he tot ed like mi. i explained to him no and added ed in e convers to chat as i am chattin wif ed too in another window. aft he offline, then those sms above came into the picture.4th attempt.finally he told mi. we are together. but a funny incident happened too. he took out his right hand aft i agreed to be the gf, i shook his hand. coz i duno wat to i shld do. his reaction was no, wrong la. and he stood beside mi, and hold my hand. wat a silly act i have fer shaking his hand when he wanted to hold my hand.all along, i didn't noe he likes mi. till when we are together, then i learnt frm him that he join rock climbing because of mi, read my blog till jan 2008, i'm part of the reason why he nv skips accounting class, during 2 of the days i skip accounting class, he felt sian fer not seeing mi in class. come all the way frm boon lay to amk hub fer movie despite the probability takin cab is high. but actually, that night he took cab hm and sent mi hm too. all along, he started to like mi when we 1st team together. it's week 5 of accounting class. he told mi, he dun dare to talk to mi therefore he talk to other teammates instead. at that time, i was thinking, ok, this guy dun wanna talk to mi so be it. i juz do my job and talk to other teammates of my team too.
he added mi in friendster. he told mi, when he wanted to add mi, he was nervous. he duno whether i will accept ma haa. there's just so much that i am unaware. this is just so mi ba, so unaware of the surroundings and blur.
i'm glad that he initiated the rs. else, i will be blur forever to notice and miss it.i still rmb the time u took my hand and say you hope we would last forever. i hope we will.
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