Sunday, August 31, 2008
-> 31.08.08 Nike Human Race
i had so many feelings today.i ran the nike human race. my feelings: scared, unsecured, disappointed, delighted, fulfilled.scared.when i reached padang, saw the sea of people wearing red makes mi feel scare and feel like backout on the race. it's really been too long since i went fer marathon runs. still rmb whenever i haf a run in the old days, i really took precautions like avoid eating chilli, bring all my gear and stuffs. today, i juz took a towel and my fon (act as my mp3) to run.unsecured.i have no confidence. no confidence on finishing the race. i keep imaging myself unable to finish the whole course and started walking. yes i have been running recently to add as my trainin fer the run but those running distance have yet reach 10k yet. so today was the 1st 10k i have run since 2005.disappointed.when i finished the whole race, i look above mi. 1h 35min 45sec. i tot that was my timing.xiang quan: have you finished de race? how yor result?mi: finished le. i took 1h 35min 45sec. was able to constant all the way hee
xiang quan: de result is too far from wad i expected, very slow lo, but anw, u complete it.mi: shit you.haa the rest of the msg i am lazy to write. still gt lots to write. with that msg, it spoil my mood.delighted.kevin sae i can go online check out my timing fer today coz that timing i saw and assume was mine might be nt mine. when i reached home, i kept refrenshing the results page as results was yet published. till at 2am, i saw.25 cities
Position 46652 Jocelyn Lim (Singapore) 1:13'05"Singapore
Position 4709 Jocelyn Lim (Singapore) 1:13'05"Singapore Female
Position 968 Jocelyn Lim (Singapore) 1:13'05"woohoo! it's below 1h 15min! that's wat i have aim as a target fer myself. i achieved it!fulfilled.i felt the sense of achievement fer seeing those results of mine.! so happy. msg kevin and xiang quan once i saw my results. kevin, to share my joy and xiang quan, to prove that i made it.! hee.accounts.here goes my long long account fer today. let the story unfold to a (readers, input your own adjective ba. i duno wan use wat adjec haa)...1320: online playing viwawa sushido. suddenly feel like playin aft so many weeks of neglection. saw kevin online. damn. we are suppose to meet at amk at 1330 but he is still online nw..? haa chat fer a while and he sae he will reach in 15min time. well, i dun really believe him so i play 2 more games of sushi aft he went offline then pack my bag. haa. halfway packin, he called and say he reached liao. i was like "kns, reach so fast i tot u bluff so i slack my way ard haa"1400: meet him and went to ah ma's (chan meng) shop to paste my screen protector. ah ma only charge mi 2 bucks although he used 2 screen protector to help mi paste. the 1st one was wasted.1415: took train to city hall. kevin's fren join us at toa payoh and we waited fer his other frens and jy at city hall before heading to the padang.1530: went raffles city wif jy to find toilet fer attire change. kevin called mi twice to hurry mi. "toilet jam la" haa.1600: walked to starting point. unknowing, we walked to the 2nd pen area wher we will start 30mins later.1645: my race finally started. ran wif kevin and jy. kevin's fren all started long ago at the 1st pen. they are all runners. including kevin himself too. but he sort of like accompany mi to run. sayin this run he is treatin it as a leisure run, see scenary.the 3 of us were running together till at the 1st drink station wher we lost jy. bout 2.6km lidat. so both of us run without him coz we totally have no idea wher jy is. oh ya, while runnin, i saw familiar faces doin marshals. my rp frenz haa.durin the run, i would say it's difficult to run. alot of pp, narrow path to run. there were many times wher we had human jam. durin the run, i saw quite a no of pp walkin. i keep tellin myself, i can slow down a bit but CANNOT walk! saw couples holdin hands walkin, small kids runnin, big size pp runnin and walkin. initially, i would try and keep up wif kevin so that i wun end up runnin alone. but aft some dist when we lost jy, i drop that idea. coz kevin have been lookin out fer mi. so, i juz run my way knowing he will run close to mi if he found that i am nt somewher near him haa. aft the race, i told him that. and he was like "basket, i scare you will be lost" haa. i replied, "how to get lost when i can follow the red sea of pp."1810: race finished. we walked over to esplanade to change. i did not have to carry my bag coz my bag was inside his bag. yes, i bullied him haa. even my shoe bag oso hook onto his bag. he carried it fer mi. jy and kevin change. but i did not. i juz went to the toilet fer mirror haa. i didnt change because i still wanted to cool down further and change later. i accompany kevin to wheelock to claim his new shoe. he suggested walkin coz train will be damn pack wif pp. so we walk wif jy to the mrt station and continue our walkin to ps 1st fer tau huay. he was still walkin wif my bag inside his bag haa. he walk down to the basement of smu and change in one of the toilet there. haa shouldnt have change la coz i took out my bag and have to carry myself le. but my shoe bag was still wif him. we drop the idea of tau huay fer pastamania. i duno tat time am i really that hungry or wat. italian strawberry soda and prawn riso tasted so heavenly to mi. hee. i treated him coz as a make up bdae present.we continue walkin and i think a hungry woman is really a crazy woman. i wanted to eat this and that. haa. suddenly want french fries, ice cream, tiramisu, bubble tea. and talkin nonsense. to think i can even say next time u buy new fon give mi. "i help u use durin the wkds since u will be in army. haa"he will be goin to army in oct and he tot of buyin a new fon. a gd quality fon. i sae buy fer wat when he cant even use but he sae can use durin the wkns. haa so that's when i sae give mi the fon and i help him to use durin the wkds. and sae "then can give u a reason fer meetin mi every wkn to collect yor fon haa" to think he actually agree to it and sae "ya" haa.the rest was just some lame chats we had. and laughers. and ya, i suddenly rmb my post ytd and ask fer his views bout wat he think. he oso agree that i dun noe how to take care of myself fer he sae "i noe u duno how to take care of yorself." haa. wat i think bout myself is true then. think xiang quan, deqiang, wh, wz, sally will think so too fer this are the people i knew very long long long ago haa.shall plan another outin wif bro (cheng jung), senior (chin ran) and kevin fer steamboatin.! my feelings as a day.kevin and jy were both my ex. but today, i can so be myself and talk whateva it comes to my mind and even be bullied him wif no bad feeling. but wif jy, i can only try and create topics to talk that sometimes i feel weird. sorry fer being my turn to neglect u as i duno wat to talk to u bout and u dun talk too even if we were alone sometimes.
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