->

something happened. is this fer real.?
cant explain how i am feelin nw. =)

23:31

-> end

left 2 days of being in the same class.
aft the sem ends,
will we still be in contact??

01:29

-> guilty

i felt so guilty today. juz came back frm watchin the dark knight. watched wif jin yan. e movie was 153min and we watch it at 2130. by the time the movie ends, jin yan gt no bus hm. no choice, he gt to take cab hm. to make things worst, it's midnight liao.

ok, bout the movie. i'm juz a rat shit la. i dun really how many times have i gt myself startled while watchin la. somemore its exaggerating la. i really jump on my seat a few times haa.

oh ya, the movie was nice.

ps and guilty.

00:55

-> control!!!

URGE
omg, i have a few urge these days.. haa

urge one
step on farhan's foot.
haa.. juz have this urge on steppin on him.. duno y hee. new member in my foot steppin urge is aidi.. soon will be all my ah peks?

urge two
cling my arm into someone's arm.
i juz have this urge to cling onto someone's arm but luckily i managed to control myself on this as it will be weird if i juz suddenly cling on some guy's arm? haa

urge three
new urge, pinch people's arms.
haa. ytd al lot of climbers kanna frm mi. esp farhan alot. the pinchin of arms have slowly become my way of retortin to people who bully me haa.

urge four
soon i think this will be an urge fer mi? pushin of peeps. haa. juz another way of retortin fer been bullied.

NEW ADDICTIONS
i'm addicted to viwawa sushido. haa have been playin tryin to increase my level.

ME
aft tapin my ankle fer 3 days, i think the ankle felt better today fer walkin.

i think i flank my ut 4 fer accounting again.. haiz~

i'm tired fer not enough of slp and i wan lots of time and MONEY! hee

15:04

-> startled

i'm juz so shit haa. did one thing on the list i wanna do aft fyp.
watch movie!
watched prom night wif wh and i guess it's been long since i watch thriller movies ba. i got startled almost like throughout the whole movie haa.

wanna watch the dark knight lea but that wh watch le.. zhen wanna watch ma? hee

01:50

-> finally

MY FYP FINALLY IS OVER! YEAH.. THERE'S JUZ SO MANY MANY THINGS I WANNA DO.. HAA

SHOP
- CLOTHES
- SHOES
- NEW MAKE UPS
- ACCESSORIES
- WATCH
- WALLET
SING K
- VAL I'M THINKIN OF U RIGHT NOW.. HEE
SUN TAN
- WEI ZHEN SENTOSAING?? HEE
EAT NICE FOODS
- BEST IF I DON'T NEED TO PAY HEE. GUYS~
PLAY
- HMM WHAT CAN I PLAY?
CLIMB
- YESH, CLIMB IS THE PASSION OF MINE NW!
MEET UP WITH MANY MANY FRIENDS.
- HONG WEI ZHEN (SISTERHOOD SESSIONS HEE)
- SALLY YONG XUE LI (MOTHER DAUGTHERS SESSIONS HEE)
- LYNNDA KOH RUI ZHEN (K BOXING)
- VALERIE BAY RUI LING (K BOXING)
- CHAN WEI HAO (MOVIE SESSIONS)
- FAM YI MIN (SISTERHOOD GATHERING!)
- LEE TING YIN (COUSINHOOD GATHERING! HEE BF)
- CORKSCREW (FOOD FEASTING!)

15:17

-> bye

goodbye to fyp 1..!
finally, i'm done with fyp but i guess fer a few weeks only. haiz~
soon, fyp 2 will be here soon and i hope fyp 2 will be smoothly done!
presentation was today and these are the photos taken aft the presentation.
haa we were jokin sayin i'm like the boss, linda is my pregnent secretary, liyi is my new secretary who is overtaking linda's job and mama (wei quan) the worker. haa. mama keep sayin give him a post and he call himself the marketin manager haa.

Li Yi and I

Linda and I

Mama and I

Me!

juz receive a msg frm mama. sayin it's enjoyable workin wif us durin this period on the fyp. aft seein his msg, i felt emotional haa. it's great workin with the people nw as we sure are easy going as stated in our ppt durin our presentation and work well. hope we would meet up again as a team.! =)

21:11

-> piggyback mi pls

i sprang my ankle. how? i oso duno. i only noe it was while walkin haa.

if there were..

ok, shit the mosquis. i'm like the target of their pray. i juz gt so many bites frm them.

or am i juz sweet? hee

00:01

-> nsscc 08

finished competing nsscc 08 in the speed team rely.
position 5th out of the 6 teams.

nt much feelin fer this comp as i wasn't anticipating much frm it. still likes boulder better.
the only thing that i am concern is am i faster than her?
the ans is unknown.

22:26

-> moody

its the time of the month..
i'm nt feelin comfortable.
i think i piss off some frenz like joyce wif my replies and actions.
i'm sorry sis..

oh ya, i juz registered in the Nike Human Race.

Dear JOCELYN LIM,
Thank you for registering for the Nike+ Human Race 10K ! Your entry to the event has been confirmed.

first time register this kind of stuff online.
havin a debit card is indeed a good thing hee.
provided the card muz have credits la haa.

i'm anticipatin for the race.

gonna train and run more liao.
runnin buddies...
i'm gonna ask u all to run liao hee...

running buddies on the list.
... Wei Zhen
... Xiang Quan
... Joyce
... Kevin
... Jin Yan
... Wai Yong
... Farhan

ask hu lea..?

01:38

-> addicted

i guess i am really too into climbin le.. still rmb last time coach sae if u are really into climbin, there will be a time wher climbin is yor everything. U can even dream yourself climbin that frequently.

nw, i am in that situation. it didnt juz started recently wher i dreamt myself climbin. in fact, it started a few months back already. it was so real, with the usual climbin buddies, we gossips we always have, the corksrews rah rah blah blah.

today, i dreamt of myself climbin again. in the bus, i felt asleep as usual. i dreamt of myself climbin the speed route ytd. it was exactly the same route, and i drop at the same tile. when i fall, it was the time i wake up too haa.

so real coz i juz climb ytd exactly.

00:04

-> climbers ready, attention, GO!

ok, cancel off yi wen's tuition fer today and sun.
prepare fer speed comp.
dun feel like competiting fer speed.
i sux.

fingers pain back again
hands are sore.
brusies? think gt ba.

00:15

-> i want

there's just so many things that i want.

I WANT

a nice big watch
a new wallet
clothes
shorts
time
money
shopping
nike yoga pants
nike sports bra

00:49

-> a long ytd

felt more sick than the day before. voice a bit changed. but i nv care hee.. went to li ling hse fer tuition. the time juz seems like passin so slowly.

wore new shoes and my feet very pain. haa. guess i really duno how to buy shoes le. or should i sae i am used to wear my 5.5 rock shoe that i think i can wear size 36 when my size is 37. haa. but size 36 i oso can fit lea. can wear and walk but mayb nt fer long haa.

my lunch ytd was bread frm breadtalk. was hungry but couldnt eat much. went climbin but like nv climb much. climbin wif the year 2 climbers but the routes they are doin looks like hard fer mi to finish. i spent most of the time sittin on the crash pad stonning.

took part in speed comp again. team wif joyce, iffa and ting ting as reserve. well, i dun haf any winnings in mind fer this comp coz i'm juz nt dis cat of climber. join juz because to join. another reason will be another comp tee to collect haa.

need to start trainin fer speed comp again liao. the time wher the number of brusies is e most. right nw, my knees gt a few red spots liao. only climb like 5 times of speed? haa. there will be more colours to the knees ba.

aft trainin went movie watchin wif heng yi, andy, jeremy, steven and deqiang. we watched hellboy at 2220 and a 2nd movie red cliff, at 0040. haa. that was crazy yeh? jeremy they all tot deqiang was my bf. nope. juz a sec sch fren that i really dare to hit him, pinch him wif nails without any consideration haa. yup, this is juz how close we are la. but nt to the extend of bgr.

deqiang bike mi hm and i reach at 0400. straight away hit the bed and snore le haa.

oh ya, deqiang sae i am very light haa. he sae when he is ridin, he cannot feel my weight. at traffic light, when we wanted to start the engine again, i will tend to swing back and he need to adjust his bike to make mi come back again haa. aiya, i duno how to sae but that's e scenario roughly.

14:38

-> climb

"wao, she climb like so easy la"

this phrase, i used to say when Beatrix, Pamela, Joyce, Ting Yin, Ting TIng climb. nv told that one day, this phrase applys to mi too haa.

recently, heard frm the juniors while climbin. felt so happy haa. finally that phrase applies to mi too.

but, that phrase would last long as they are strong climbers. i believe one day, they can be as good and even better. just like the batch frm last yr.

nw, did i really improve myself in climbin? i haf no idea. long time nv climb wif the seniors batch. wonder can i do their routes? is it still hard fer mi to do?

i guess it is still so.

01:01

-> weak

i'm so weak recently.
flu bug keep attachin to me as if it's on attachment haa
it's a routine recently.
aft havin the flu fer a while days hackin care bout it,
i'll be fine automatically aft a few days of sneezin n runnin nose.
when is the last time i had med fer flu?
i dun remember.

01:23

-> how i wish

ytd aft trainin..
bus hm.
on the way i slpt.

a thought came to my mind.
how i wish there's someone to bus hm wif mi.
a someone whom i am closed to.
to lie on his shoulders to e trip hm will be sweet ^^.

a someone.
juz someone.

if i haf that someone, will he be as sweet as mama (wei quan) who accompanys his gf hm almost everyday? even if his gf is workin, he will make an effort to fetch her aft her work and send him hm.

ytd, e 1st tot of someone that came to my mind is wh. i duno y. maybe somewher inside mi, i have slowly accepted him.? if he were to ask, will i agree?

14:42

-> fidget

i juz couldn't stop myself frm fidgetin.

was it because i finished my work early today?

or i juz feel damn sian. or, because i am wearin skirt? haa.

it's been long since i wear skirt le.

sit till butt pain.

15:20

-> frustrated

my day isnt started happily coz i wanna slp. seriously lack of slp.

bankin was ok although i was like usin my brain cells a lot a lot to understand how to calculate the currency exchange.

e day gt worse when accountin ut comes. i duno how to do! no time to do oso.. sian. really very sian till i have no mood at all. nt even my fav ig times can get my spirits up. but i get better aft engagin myself in e trainin. my focus was off frm e ut.

aft trainin back at hm. i am tired n too sian to talk n eat. nv eat dinner although i am hungry. tml then eat ba.

things have been botherin mi. it's really spoilin my mood to the worst. fyp. receive miscalls frm li ling's hse. duno wat is it. so fan.

wanna slp but researchin fer fyp nw..

damn frustrated.

02:13

-> module selection

i have made my module selection.! can sae is last min one ba even edward oso anxious fer mi coz i haven select yet ytd. ytd was 5pm was the deadline of selection and i submitted at 0950 wif edward beside mi urgin mi to hurry select. haa

Selected
C365 Hospitality and Retail Systems I
C364 Financial and Banking Applications II
B320 Business Finance
C352 Management Information Systems

finally decided to take back financial banking part 2. hope i wun regret and edward pls help when i dun understand..! hee

at 2pm plus, i finally understand how to calculate the exchange rate of the currencies in banking class.!

so HAPPY
so SATISFACTED (^.^)

14:38

-> happy

accounting class changed team today. satisfied yet peeved coz i am in the same team as someone who e whole class have their fingers crossed hopin nt to be in e same team as him.

same team as edward. he helps a lot in my understanding of the problem. i tot i don't much about accountin module that i have learnt before but i was wrong. haa. edward questioned mi a lot bout accountin. i am able to answer most of it. haa. think my problem is i tot i don't know accountin but i do noe haa.

juz that i am blur. oh yes, i managed to complete journal entries, trial balance, p&l statement and balance sheet. haa wif edward guildin mi la coz i nv do all these myself throughout the past 10 weeks.

14:15

-> colourful

my lappy is very colourful. nt because of my mashimaro stickers, hee but screens. i noe black and blue screens are common to see on the lappies but i dun think the colours appearin on my lappy screen is familiar to u guys haa.

i gt a grey screen today durin my marketin class, a pink screen ytd afternoon. an orange screen b4, nt forgettin a purple one too last year.

i'm wonderin, will i get more colour screens these few daes? since i had 2 colours recently. haa. will i get a red, yellow, green screen? hee

02:22