-> i'm goin crazy!

this few days, i am scare to see 2 pp online. one fren n one stalker. the stalker, whenever he saw mi online, he will talk to mi. ask mi alot of lame things. i'm getting irritated. wheneva i see him online, i am hopin he will nt tok to mi hee

my fren, i'm sorry but to sae i startin to cant stand u le. i noe u r heartbroken n sad but i feel that u r like when borin then come find mi talk n 'demand' my replies and mus be fast too. aft a few mins of chat, kill yor boredem already then went offline. one day can happen a few times. i am like yor source of entertainment. as a whole, i am nt mad. but i juz cant stand u typin this. "reply lea". wat things can i reply when u are like talkin bout yor stuffs.? i quite like to give comments esp to him coz whateva i commented, it becomes nothing. he ask fer my opinion, i gave and in e end, it's nothing. well, the choice is his but wat he goes back to the same issue again n i need to give my opinion again. durin that period, even my stand also weaver coz he keeps changin his words.

climbin.
shld i sae i am happy or sad.? i'm happy bcoz i felt i haf improved. i can complete more routes. but i am sad bcoz while i am improvin, so is joyce. but e thing is i go trainin more than her but her improvement shown is way better than mi. this is e sad thing fer mi coz i go trainin more than her but my improvement shown is so little.

fingers pain again. suddenly, i haf e urge to climb till my fingers cant feel anything. dun care bout e fingers anw.

that time wed, wh sae i look like i gt probs. i think i did. fyp botherin, stalker annoyin, fren prob, climbin sux, workin fer money, tired to do alot of things! are those e probs i am facin nw?

i'm complaining.

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