-> ...

recently is the trend fer breakin ups?
i heard so many break ups ard myself n frens.

ytd was supposed to meet momo aft trainin fer movie but cancel because i am tired n hungry. only ate one meal ytd durin 1st breakout and 2 hushbrowns b4 trainin only.

anw, ytd chat wif momo online fer a while and i wrote this "i admit i am busy nowadays la". haa i used to deny that in the past coz i always sae i am free. but nw thinkin back, i am wrong. i do am busy coz i haf been owing pp meetings... hee

13:48

-> accounting

accounting week 4.

i have started to like accounting class. although i am still quite blur in some areas, but i like e class. numbers. it's in front of mi e whole lesson till climbin lesson, my mind is still full of numbers and cant really concentrade much on climbin.

climbin.

i am happy because of the 3 routes given by beatrix, i finished 2. but i tried a lot of times before finishing it. anyway, it feels gd to finish the routes.

12:17

-> sad

i am juz so sad... thu wanna climb de but gt tuition cant climb. when i reach hm, i sms sab to double check but she nv reply so i called her mum instead. haiz a miscommunications bewteen us as i sms sab on wed tellin her fri thu onwards, tuition will change to every tue n thu nite. but they tot is start next wk and i tot on thu so in e end, no tuition. wasted a dae. can go climb lor..

nv climb so stay at hm to watch my dramas. eat n watch.. eat till 8 braise eggs lol.. a very terrible choice coz e consequence takes place on fri and i feel very terrible.

wake up in e morn lazy and dun feel like goin sch.. tell mum but she sae i already pon on tue le dun much again. ok, i listen to her, get changed n went to take e bus. saw lynnda in e bus but nv see together coz no space only when alight then we walk to sch together and talk. while walkin, i felt vision a bit weird. so i tot maybe i really short sighted liao? nv care. went to class, fac full of things to sae fer marketin.. nv listen to her and i was like attituding to her la.

ok, that's when things started to go wrong fer mi. i felt neuases and went to the toilet a few times. at e end of the 1st breakout, i decided to go hm and pack up. ok, i didnt know i didnt pack my adapter along lol.. only noe it today when doin fyp. sian.. tot i will lose it and keep worryin bout it. i felt so sad la.. no mood sia plus i suddenly go join e rc pp climb n no climbin gear wif mi.. i juz felt so sian n a bit moodless.

a news made mi a little bit better. heard frm shirley dat they found a adapter in class n put in e drawer coz they duno who's. well, mon must really go sch early to look fer it. i'm really afraid.

23:18

-> muscle ache

it's been 2 daes since i did e physical trainin. i'm still havin e muscle aches nw. funny though that i haf started to like e muscle aches. i like e restriction frm e muscle ache when walkin, laugh or sit.

last time used to dislike muscle aches in sec sch daes aft track trainins if i didnt train fer long. but nw, i really like it. and i dont now y.

21:08

-> paradoxical

sch was just gettin more boring to mi. i juz wanna faster finish e task and walk ard e sch.. just want to get out of the classroom. but yet, sometimes classroom will be the most comfortable environment i may feel in the whole sch other the e rock wall la haa.

yr 3 is here, lazy to study but yet i wan to learn. tired of sch but yet i wan to come and have fun.

juz being paradoxical myself and this is wat i am

14:59

-> chat

i am happy coz he started e chat. a bit disappointed coz he ask fer ppt fer his module tml. well nvm coz we continue to chat n chat a lot. joke here n there n gt a choc frm him..! haa he ask mi go claim frm him tml.. will he remember?

00:25

-> tired but..

i'm busy e whole dae,
ate too much braise egg till wan to slp but stomache forbid mi,
tired n scare tml will miss alarm again,

but i am happy because.. hei hei i'm nt notin down...! =P

Labels: happy

00:20

-> training log

today's trainin was juz tidyin our stuffs and takin wat out wat are e tiles can be put up on e wall. we can finally use e wall! haa

aft all that tidyin, we went to do physical trainin but e rest aft doin fer a while went to play touch rugby instead.

i ran 6 rounds (2.4km) ard e track. did 3 sets of circuit trainin. 10 back raise, 10 leg raise, 20 sit-ups, 10 knee raise, 3 pull-ups, 10 push-ups, 10 sec hands wide push up position, 10 wheel barrow, 10 tiger tosou. then 10 sec hang wif full, 90 and 120 degrees lock. did e circuit trainin wif joyce n run wif diff pp each round haa. tml is a stomache muscle aching dae fer mi.. startin to feel it liao

man, i really haf prob wakin up lea.. nv go sch today coz i nv hear my alarm. my alarm was 0630 in e morn but i didnt hear it. mum wake mi up at 0645 but i went back to slp coz i noe i am late fer sch le as still need to wait fer toilet so might as well dun go sch haa. my mum saes i did off e alarm at 0630 but i dun haf any reminiscence of that lea.. it has been happenin quite often lately. my mum always saes i talk to her while i am slpin when she ask mi things but i dun remember talkin to her lea haa.

on a note, i'm happy coz he sae hi.

01:46

-> The Forbidden Kingdom

almost couldnt wake up fer tuition today. set e alarm at 8am but i nv hear anything lea. at 8.30am, i suddenly haf dis feelin that i haf slept fer a long time. so i am tinkin whether wan to open my mums n see wat time ma.. luckily i did coz it was 8.30am lol.. my tuition was at 9am.

aft tuition, came hm drag e time here n there till 12pm plus to 1pm then take bus to orchard meet joyce 1st. meetin steven, ting yin, farhan, ting ting, fad, andy, joyce, jeremy n heng yi to watch the forbidden kingdom. watch at 5.30pm de show. it was mi who book e tix hee 1st time book blur blur de. anw, i oso whole dae blur la haa.

ok, i juz blur blur delete 2 videos i juz load lol.. need to reload again haa.

b4 movie, heng yi, andy n e inseparable 4 (stev, ting yin, joyce n i. stev call us that. sometimes indispensable 4) ate our lunch at hong kong cafe.. chat all e way n laughin at stev's crap n his stupidity haa. was really blur la didnt know e gf the 4 of us was talkin bout in e webmail was ting ting la haa. i really believe is someone i duno de haa. then, i collect money oso collect till blur haa. coz i pay fer e tix n e lunch 1st.

aft movie, we walk to far east plaza nana thai restaurant fer dinner. didnt eat much coz dun feel hungry. again, e indispensable 4 share our food together while e rest order their own meal.

had a fun n relax dae aft all but back at hm, my probs all come back liao.. e fyp is buggin mi, tiredness is tellin mi i'm worn out. thinkin whether wan to back out the malaysia singapore youth camp ma. wan to climb but cant seem to haf e time. need $$ muz work.. haiz.

TIME i really need u very much. HELPPPPPP

00:54

-> e so many bfs

haa, i haf so many bfs today lol... went rc booth fer sla wif uncle durin 2nd breakout while waitin fer edward to finish his ppt n eat. stev sae uncle is my bf.

aft sch, mama n i sneak out to our igs booth b4 doin fyp and stev sae mama is my bf again.

aft fyp, saw keith n e trekkers, talk to keith n cloud sae he is my bf yet again..! haa. gt so many proclaim bfs by my frens... too bad, non of them are the one!

23:23

-> nth

today fyp meetin was at 12noon. i wake up at 12..! lol. n it was my mum who wake mi up. if she didnt, i guess slp till over lunch time oso no prob ba. didnt hear e alarm lea. i set 10am but didnt hear anything but heard e 6.30am de which i set fer mon to fri.

linda was overslpt again n li yi wei quan reach sch already when i juz wake up. at late 12 plus, li yi called while i am packin my bag to go sch. she asked can meet tml instead ma coz they oso sian le.. so we nv do today n i slack at hm.

ytd ting yin said something n i felt true. she said i like to 'lao hua' 老化 pp.. y? coz she heard mi callin someone uncle on our way to climb. haa. thinkin back, it's true enu. i call quite a no of pp uncle, ma, pa, ah ma, ah gong, sis, bro. some of them are smaller than mi haa.

today one of my fren uncle tok to mi. he gt prob wif his rs. he post alot on e msn n ask y i nv reply de. i duno wat to reply lea. i m single fer very long le n dun rmb wat is e feelin when u r wif someone. how can i reply? haa

to my sis if u r readin haa, i'm nt sayin i needed someone right nw wor.. notice i didnt put any more 'watching stars wif my belove'? haa.. i am busy fer that right nw. even that crush of mine, i am slowly gettin him out of my mind le.. we seldom talk.

22:55

-> financial banking

today dae 2 problem 2. financial banking. i feel so lost. worst than ytd.. dun haf e mood to study. business is what i wanted to learn since sec sch daes but these few daes, i feel that i am forever lost in class.. it's either i am stonning or dun haf e mood. i wan to learn! but, it's so hard. haiz nw need to wake up early and till nw, i dun think i am fully awake yet lol..

ytd was accountin class. i cant believe i am really so into accountin lol.. i dream of accountin! i keep dreamin although i wake up a few times in e middle of e night coz stomache. i wake up knowin i dreamt of accountin like the terms, balancin e account and stuffs. when i go back to slp, i tell myself dun dream bout accountin anymore but still, i dreamt it. fer a few times that i am awaken by e pain, i noe i am dreamin of accountin.

12:21

-> accounting week 2

monday blues.. and i am really very blue. reach sch early but i'm like brought half of my brain to sch lea. very blur and slow. wanted to focus but i'm driftin away frm class.. juz stonin.

i'm wearin jeans today and a jacket. but i am still feelin cold. feel so slow today n tired. my eyes are like vera lol. haa. can close at any one time. feel so sian fer a mon class coz it's accountin. need to focus, think and discuss.

i'm quiet today.

12:08

-> grade

nearly 4gt to do rj n stuffs. always do it in sch so dun need to care at hm but today i left w/o doin coz rushin to sab's hse fer tuition.

daily grade fer accounting and finance bankin was out. both B lol.. and e comments was.......


ACCOUNTING
Comments for your team:
- I do observe some discussion taking place in your team, which can be improved. Hope that once the ice is broken, the team discussion will be better.
- Given that you all are the critique team, maybe my expectations of you is to really ask questions as you listen to the presentation made by the other team. Your role is really to catch errors and question them, which I did not see that happening today. Nevertheless, for the questions that you do ask, I must say they are good questions. Keep it up! : )
- Do remember to keep in mind the requirements of the problem statement to ensure that all the concerns raised has been answered. Check the problem statement again after you have answered the question.

Comments for Individual:
Hi Jocelyn,

On the surface you look rather quiet, yet you will contribute to your team with points and ideas that you have. Keep it up! Hope that by the next week, the ice will be broken for you and your class and we can hear more "interesting" contributions from yourself.

During the 3rd meeting, I am glad to hear you ask good questions at the other teams. Good job! The questions that you have asked are relevant questions. Also, it displayed your ability to analyse the information and critic the work of others. Besides looking at the slides, it is also important to listen to the presentation and listen if there are any unclear / wrong points to clarify. Hope to see you work on this area, ok?

Comments on your RJ:
I am glad that you have some interests in accounting. And I hope that this interest will motivate you to do well in the module and understand it. Don't worry if you do not have background. I mean as long as you are able to follow the lessons and clarify when in doubt, you should be fine.

Hope that you will enjoy this module.

Cheers,
Gail


FINANCE BANKING
Comments for Team: Creative in your team's solutions. Well thought thru solutions. Very cooperative team. Great team work!! Well done, keep it up.....

"Do the difficult things while they are easy and do the great things while they are small. A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step." -- Lao Tzu

Comments for Individual: Present it in a different style ??? Good suggestion....

Participates well in team discussion.YOu will speak up if you're disagree with the solution. Able to present the solutions with confindence.


fer accountin i gt B i am still ok coz it's only like 3 of us discuss together n e other guy was like quiet as he haf prior knowledge. e whole class only 2 guys gt e prior knowledge of accountin that was he n another guy frm e other team.

fer finance bankin, if my comments frm e fac was like nth bad, y B?

grades are jus so hard to get dis sem.. foreseeing a straight B student by mi.

22:52

-> nth

it's 1301 nw.. i haf finished my work and doin nth nw. today was marketin. quite like the module compare to other modules. class was ok fer mi although i dun know any of them. only gt one or 2 familiar faces that sae hi and bye.

1st wk of sch only and i already haf e pon sch feelin. omg. jocelyn pls buck up haa. i have decided to stop loadin dramas to watch and slp early haa. but it started with a kiss 2 will be the last drama i will be loadin as i am loadin halfway le. aft i finished e dramas in my lappy, i will stop loadin.? haa.. cant confirm. but i need to slp early. nt enu of slp.

ytd on e bus hm, slept and knock onto the window 5 times lol.

trainin ytd was physical aft meetin. 10min jog to warm up. pullups till our max, mine was 2 haa. pushups till e max, mine 16. situps fer 1min, mine was 47. 3 sets of 20s arms opening tension one ground. 3 sets of 10 each sides of parallel raisin. monkey bar exercise wher u go bar by bar doin pullups. 3 sets of leg raise wif pressure. 3 sets of 10 random leg 'wheel barrow'.

i haf officially step out of e committee of rc and i dun need to care bout rc stuffs le hee

13:01

-> 3rd dae at sch

my 3rd dae at sch.. i feel so sian.. e class have clicks... i'm nt one of them.. know them but not very close. only till e 3rd meetin then i felt slightly better. ltr gt rc meetin. what will be e outcome? i wonder.

i'm feelin hungry nw. nv eat alot today only a meal and i am happy nv eat so much. aft meetin we will be havin physical trainin or heng yi they all sae today is physical test. wateva it is, i dun think i will do well. my flu is still here and e nose blocks.

16:04

-> poor

i'm so so poor... there's so many things i wanna buy that i dun haf money.. T_T

wanna buy bag fer sch use, bus concession espirin on 11 apr, need to pay fon bill, pay internet bill, pay sch misecellanious fees, buy clothes to wear to sch, money to chill out wif frenz to relax, money to eat..!!!

juz so so much money is needed fer use. money money pls drop frm e sky to mi.. hee

18:56

-> sick

sick fer e 2nd dae... decided nt to climb but went yishun safra in e end bcoz of joyce.. haa.. nv climb but finish 2 routes set by joyce n i.. really wonder how pp climb when they are nt in e sports attire.. hard sia haa..

no climbin shoe climb bare footed at 1st.. cant climb.. toes straight away cramp sia haa.. wear ting yin shoe... so hard.. still like mine e best.. wif cushions ard haa.. my rock shoe brand madrock, name hottie, owner pretty haa.. =p

ate alot really.. ytd 1st breakout ate taiwan stall, 2nd breakout ate chai fan, ate chocs n sweets, aft sch ate fries, at nite ate noodle. but nv work out lea. feel so heavy. today carry on eatin lol.. b4 fyp meetin, i ate 3 soft boil eggs, ham n cheese sandwich, tau suan, kinder brueno. ate sweets durin fyp meetin. n ate biscults, some potato chips n kinder brueno again..

aww.. juz so many things i put inside myself but nv get anything out haa

18:36

-> 1st dae

ytd posted last dae so today means 1st dae of something... SCHOOL.. my final yr as a poly student. really gonna treasure tis final year coz i enjoyed my past 2 years here.

started sch healthly but duno why aft i ate my brunch, i started to haf sore throat. i was havin some sneeze today but i nv think of anything n juz tot it was some random sneeze. till nw then i know. it wasn't random sneeze n throat feelin a little sore.. it's i'm down wif flu haa.

today start sch jiu blur le. ytd 4gt to final check wher is my class when i can teach aaron how to check haa.. today is try my luck go to e class de coz i only rmb i gt 3 daes at w66n n 1 dae at w66j. went into e class saw edward n e 1st thing i sae is "edward today i same class wif u is it?" haa. furthermore, i oso duno what module i'm takin today lor haa.. nv check tml wat module too till edward sae tml i same class as him fer financial bankin haa.. how blur am i..

aft sch i was hungry n tired so i tot of faster go hm rest n eat.. in e bus, i fell asleep and was really sound asleep lor haa.. nt 1st time anymore liao la slpin in bus haa. yr 1 slp till yr 3 lol.. went sheng siong to buy some snacks coz i suddenly haf a cravin fer potato chips. realise it's been long since i eat when i saw someone eatin juz nw haa..

ate 2 big packets wif my bro n drank honey drink haa.. eatin as snack but become dinner too.. nv eat dinner liao too full... i'm like contradictin myself lol... sick le still eat unhealthy food.. haa eat unhealthy food drink honey to counter? haa..

while walkin to sab's hse fer tuition juz nw, i am still horrified by mel's ghost story.. esp e sally sally story although it was nt real.. i keep thinkin bout it n i cant get myself think out of it.. i easily startled alot of times today.. i'm so weak today haa.

23:14

-> last dae

todae is e last dae of holi.. actually goin out to do fyp but cancelled coz li yi nt feelin well..

so, get to rest at hm n slack hee.. online e whole dae n watchin drama non stop on my lappy.. haa am i ready fer sch tml...?

21:45

-> me?

is it i'm really very tired or is it i am really very blur?

i fell again today n it's like 4th or 5th time tis week that i hurt myself haa.. tue slip n fall in e toilet. till nw e scratch still pain. tue blister frm climb. ytd bump onto e door edge. today fall again while playin game at e selection. n nt 4gettin e bruises.. think i gt one today too..

selection was tired fer mi coz i really really nt enu of slp.. worst, need to concentrade n think things.. i duno they gt notice or nt, most of e time i am dreamin. but i manage to focus when i'm needed haa.. really too tired le till i am nt so hyper active like how i am like durin climbin. i only joke a little n stone haa.. but today, i notice i am better compare to 4 mths ago..

4mths ago, i went fer oc recruitment leader camp. i was so quiet inside that i seldom voice out. but today, i voiced my views n some were accepted.. today i am really very lag coz whatever my team haf said, i am repeatin some again coz i am dreamin or stoning... haa.

as fer e names, i only rmb a few coz really cant rmb.. juz fer a mth, i learnt more than a hundred names le... frm yusoff ishak camp, cypher camp, fop dae 2, fop dae 3, fop dae 3 leap frog gers n today... juz so so many that i mix them all up.

still rmb fop dae 2 i call a camper qi jie to ji hao(cypher camp) lol..

and today, i think that i am still in cypher activities sia or too blur..? i can see wei quan and lewis frm my teammate wei qiang, siti frm dian and daniel frm kelvan lol haa.. duno why i see this pp in them.. so random.

one last ting, i took part in e guiness world record ytd.. we break e record fer e most no of pp doin leap frog...! it's out in e newspaper wor hee

21:06

-> fop last dae

ok, i am shag out today totally.. how shag? i bump onto e edge of e half open door.. too sleepy till i didnt notice that.. shaifu was behind mi and he saw that.. damn paisei haa...

names.... i hard a time rememberin whose names belongs to whose face. haa.. i had a brand new team today whom i cant find anyone frm my team durin cypher or ytd. there's dis one guy in team frm ytd but he run away halfway w/o tellin us lol...

my freshies today was like.... so quiet.. i started wif 20 pp, then 18, then 15, then 12, then 11. so disappointed lor.. although startin was borin, dey wan go i dun mind de.. but pls at least let mi know ma.. dun suddenly disappear ma.

siti was sick so i did more things? haa i duno how to define too.. but at least everything runs ok fer mi and they manage to liven their spirts durin games. =)

02:12

-> choices have consequences

i made my choice of nt goin trainin today n went to sch to be a student leader fer fop (freshman orientation programme). the consequence is i am tired. thinkin back, if i go fer trainin instead, i will hae e same consequence ba given tue's trainin shedule.

enjoyed myself and made more frens wif e cypher pp.. i think i improve a bit as a leader? haa at least i'm nt so quiet anymore. i took iniaitive.

was really tired till i can slp while walkin lol haa.. sian sat need to go fer youth camp selection n need to submit a 300 words essay.. haven write yet lea haa.. too tired to write lea.. scare tml will be tired to write too as tml ends even later than today.... i'm so so so tired...

tis few days are a busy period fer mi... scare i half no energy to go sch on mon fer e 1st dae of sch n give facs a gd impression.. time is needed....!

23:22

-> misfortune dae

started my dae in a bad way. had a fall in e bathroom when i wanted to take a shower. i just take a step in and slip haa. landed on my bum n gt a scratch on e hand. damn ugly lor haiz gt scar liao.

then trainin. i gt blister again fer trainin. laugh at ting yin fer gettin one then aft climbin joyce's route, i gt one too. i will nv laugh at pp's blister again. hee

at night, i almost slip again in e bathroom. luckily nv fell coz e scratch n e blister is killin mi while bathin haa.

trainin log~~~~~~
ok, shall log what i did fer trainin. lazy to pen down so i shall blog my trainin log next time.

5 sets of climb one round at 2nd level + 3 pullups + 10 situps + 10 pushups.
[i only did 4 sets hee. yes, i skive again. doin e 1st set feels esy fer mi n i didnt drop but aft 1 finish e 1st set, i feel pumped immediatly. 2nd set onwards gt drop. tried to hold some slopers n pinches. fer duno wat reason, slopers feels friendly to mi suddenly.]

4mins climb on e wall on one of e 4 walls then rest 4 mins. do 4 sets till all 4 walls are climbed.
[this, i did all ok hee. tried to climb something new that i didnt try while climbin e 5 sets like goin up the roof, wall and opp direction]

physical..
3 sets of 20 leg raise wif force
[i did all too]

3 sets of 20 back raise
[i did all they sae i had gd waist strength(direct translate) bcoz i can bend till quite high.]

3 sets of 10 parellel same hand same leg raise
[it's balancy so i use more of my leg to balance then hand. my hand is weaker than my legs.]

10 sets of 10sec hang at slopper
[couldn't hold it fer long as it is really very sloperist. ting yin n i motivate each other by challengin who can hold long and finish 1st.]

10 sets of 10sec dips
[challenge ting yin again fer motivation. hard to do coz do it at the staircase handle and it is made of wood. it is a sq handle so we will feel pain at e sides. tend to slip down the handle too.]

trainin ended~~~~~~

went to eat lunch n we stay on to continue climbin. e guys set some fun routes to climb and we gers gt try it out. i didnt manage to complete any of those though. we gers felt borin aft some time so decided to go dwn to level one and set our own route. no one was dere so we enjoyed oursleves there. my route was a roof route and it's quite hard. i wanna set roof route coz recently i am interested n doin roof routes and wan to be better at that. so i want to train more at that area. fer my route, i only managed to climb till left 3 tiles.

joyce's route was at e incline wall. aft karnita, ting yin n i climbed, we agree that it is hard n joyce modify it. we ask her to try her route b4 modification n she agrees wif us too aft tryin. haa aft modification, i managed to complete her route and i'm e only one who complete wor hee.

karnita's route was a balancin oneon e flat wall. joyce, ting yin n i completed it while karnita juz need another try to perfect it.

ting yin's route was a jug tiles at e incline wall too. we didn't climb that anymore coz ting yin n i haf blister while climbin joyce's route. so we went to play badminton instead. we play 1 on 1 and winner stay, loser out. i stayed throughout and sweated alot haa. run ard e court hittin e ball makes my leg sore. i feel tht i haf another blister at my toe too lea. when wakin, it feels weird to mi.

joyce n karnita left early while ting yin n i stay n wait fer steven n fad to finish climb and eat our favourite tau hauy.

14:50