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Monday, December 31, 2007

-> Blunder

today is e last dae of yr 2007.. i made a big blunder though.. wake up at 9.30am, snooze e alarm twice wash up n prepare fer work. was late fer half an hour but i nv care but when i reached, i didn't noticed that e light was on in e shop. e door was closed n nt locked but i didn't notice too n lock it instead of openin. suddenly, someone was beside mi and it was carol..! e full time in e shop. she was workin her last dae dere today n she ask mi y am i there. i said jessica ask mi to work dere everyday except my trainin daes n she ask mi to sms jessica to check. i followed n true it was, i am suppose to work only tml. blur mi...

12:53

Sunday, December 30, 2007

-> The walk of my life..

i have walk frm dhoby ghaut to macritche b4, walk frm amk to bishan, walk frm hougang to amk, participate in straits time 10km walkaton. but tis time, i think all those walks i have walk b4 does not add up to e walk i had ytd. i named it journey to the east.

the meanin of e walk in my life means e startin point at city hall while e endin pt at changi. i am attendin e recruitment "camp" by oc (outdoor consultant) wher if i am in it, i will be camp instructor in e future. we are only entitled to haf one fastforward (one ride to one destination by their transport) and we still need to carry our barang barangs along. dat's nt all, we still need to carry extra stuffs like 3 tents, 2 hula hoops, 1 sponge sword, 3 pvc poles and one rope to tag along too.

there will bout 20 plus pp there n were separated into two groups. ah long and i in e same team team along wif new frenz and i only know their nicknames because we only wrote our nickname and paste it at our sleves. they are buay, chili, ang go li, kee, fang, charcoal, fidah, yasin and ah puay. and i am known as sotong haa. zayd n felicia was our intructor fer e day n i glad bcoz i noe them. arif was in e other team. e guys are good enough coz dey sae all e extra things they take and we gers dun nid to take any thing. but we gers also not bad either, we help out to take too and it wasn't heavy la.

so we started off at esplanade, and e next destination was kallang dragon boat there. we actually wanted to go by a short cut that fang know but we walked a big big way there (zayd sae was bout 3x e shortcut distance) because we ask direction frm a police and he said e short cut wat was blocked. so we follow e mrt track and walk 3 mrt stations!

we were way behind e other team coz they took e shortcut! oh mine, we took a longer way n waste time. at e dragon boat area, we rest fer a while then proceed to sg indoor stadium. by dat time, my leg already start to ache liao lol. aft e challenge over there, we continue to walk to singapore swimming club.

aft e swimmin club, we haf to walk to katong park there and then to the big splash at east coast area, then to east coast mac there. on e way, christine (e person in charge) sae dat she saw we haf very good team spirit and offered to give us a free ride but we need to forsake e trolleys behind. we declined because we sae we will suffer together wif e other team by walkin. btw, on e way we found 2 abandon trolleys and we use it haa. we load all of our stuffs in and even load e trolley wif pp! we actually fond a 3rd one but we sae 2 is enu la haa.. all e while, e other was in front of us n we are all tryin our best to catch up wif them.

throughout e journey, i can sae we walk 2/3 n ran 1/3 ba coz we can catch up wif e other team frm e katong park since then. coz when we reach e place, e other team was halfway in their activities. ok, e journey was practically e whole stretch of east coast ad that's nt all. we proceed to to changi beach there n i walk past changi safra (e chalet i went b4 durin sec 5). dat time time we walk out of e chalet to quite far and we assume that we walk till nearly to airport. i noticed we were wrong dat time coz i walk e same road again and tis time, my direction was east coast road to changi safra. airport was at the other direction wher we are all headin to ytd.

we really walk to changi airport but i duno is halfway or less more, we were being stopped by e in charge tellin us to take e fast forward as he said if we were to continue walkin on, it would take us about 2h. note dat we have already taken about an hour plus walk e stretch of road to changi airport. airport wasn't happy wif dat idea becoz we haf walk nearly halfway to airport but if we were to give up it makes no pt. furthermore, to e same destination, e other team took e fast forward too and they were way ahead of us if we do so. we were think since they take nw so we shld save it fer e next destination so we still can catch up wif them.

in e end no choice coz all of us were tired and it's really long. we reach at safra terminal there n then proceed on to other changi beach at changi village there wher it's our last destination. wat a walk man n it's like 9am in e morn. we spent e whole nite walkin lol. n tis lot of water i drank that makes me feel like it's e amount i usually drank fer one wk of water. k it's not so exeragting la 3 days ba haa.

i had stiches along e way frm runnin n lots of blisters..! wear wrong socks haa also, my knees n heels are pain nw n in fact my whole leg la. juz nw took a nap fer a while n nw feel dat my backin is achin too. till nw, my stomach muscles are achin too. did i lose weight aft all that walk? haa. tml might be worst i guess.. haiz can someone pls massage fer mi?

21:34



-> Lazy

i'm back frm dat recruitment trainin fer oc(outdoor consultant) n juz woke up takin a nap. lazy to write wat happened nw but i will update tml durin work ba. it's a long nite i can tell u.

18:59

Saturday, December 29, 2007

-> 2 princess


val sae she like this pic


e dress i brought. can't see e detail? then too bad! see my hair then haa


e mug we brought back frm kbox


i brought a wax!


e 1st pair of flipflop i bought tis yr. it was e pain one but i couldn't find e pic so used e new design pic. (plannin to buy too? duno haa)


2nd pair of e yr


3rd pair of e yr


and e 4th i bought today. all 4 pairs i bought were black ones!


well, i am supposes to meet up wif e other 2 princess val and kel but in e end, i end up wif val instead.

couldn't slp well in e nite coz can't stand my hair being oily. my mum kep insistin i wash it today if nt e reborn effect will nt be strong haa. as a result, i wake up earlier than my usual wake up time. i wake up at 1030 and went to bath hee. i finished bathin and slack ard fer a while, eat lunch brought back by my mum frm kfc and doin nth else. (i'm blessed to haf a mum who is so gd to mi..!)

so i meet val earlier since i gt nth to do and on e way when i board bus 132 to orchard, i saw zhen and her fren yi ting on board goin orchard too. we chatted fer a while then sat silently throughout e bus trip. i'm surprised to see her though. as usual she is wearin her sports attire.. that's how sporty she is wher she is in e national time and i am proud of her as a fren and sis =)

meet val at taka cs and i am early tis time hee.. coz she is e one who is early everytime. we walk ard fer a while coz we are still early but our disappointment came when dat slackshit kel msg us tellin she can't meet us as she is damn sick. when wat to do? i oso can't do anything rite so val and proceed on wif our kboxin..!

throughout e whole dae, we keep havin tis static charge between oursleves and she is e one keep electrocuted by mi haa. so i juz randomly edit e phrase dat we used to laugh when i sae frm "ji lang ji buai gan qing bui shua" to "dian ji dian ga qing bui shua" haa.. e 1st phrase means each of us have half and our relationship will nt break. and e 2nd one was keep electrocuting and our relationship will nt break haa.. lame rite but we enjoy! there was even this once when she sae she is electrocuted by mi again and i juz replied "really? didn't feel it let mi do it again haa"

we had a lot of fun chattin, playin, singin, eatin our fav food oyster mee sua and shoppin today.. again, we sang a lot of our fav songs and i am waitin fer another meetup..! dat slackshit better can make it e next time..!

02:06

Friday, December 28, 2007

-> Bite

haa duno y i simply can't resist bitin my bro.. i bite him a lot of times today and these are e places i bite him.. haa

nose | arm | head | foot(dat was last time..)

but i didn't bite him hard la haa.. duno y feel like bitin him is it bcoz my teeth is itchin fer something to bite juz like a baby? a baby who likes to put things into their mouth to bite haa

01:47

Thursday, December 27, 2007

-> Rot

I spent my day rottin at hm... Sian

21:02

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

-> Skipped

skipped trainin today and my excuse was to rest my fingers and wrist frm pain. actually, dat wasn't e main reason. part of e reason was i really can't stand my wavy hair anw..! haa..

i went to e salon n rebond fer 65 bucks haa cheap? anw, i have nth to write today but gt an issue wif myself.

i juz duno y u r e last person that i wan to meet up wif. juz feel that e feelin is nt dere anw aft we had that prob. i knew we haf cleared everything up n know wat are e probs between our frenship but i juz dun feel comfortable being wif u anw. although u haf tried askin mi out and start a convers wif mi, i really appreciate it. but, i juz duno how to describe why i keep avoidin u.

21:36



-> Make use of

i'm so happy that i really learnt something in sch haa. fer once, i feel that i haf learnt something and i nv regret takin IT related subjects as my diploma.

haa heard e song playin frm my blog? e song came frm my com..

http://sit.rp.edu.sg/61201/WitchDoctor.mp3

sit.rp.edu.sg -> my sch's so call database
61201 -> my student id in sch
WitchDoctor.mp3 -> e song frm my lappy


well wat did i do? haa e tot came to my mind in e bus on my way hm aft work. i tot of tryin to upload songs in e filezilla(e so call database that we used doin multimedia lessons) and then use embed codes to put in my blog e link of e song.

i succeeded n i did this all by myself lol. these r e skills i learnt in multimedia n i made use of e filezilla as a priviledge as a rp student? haa well i oni left a yr plus in sch so i can oni use it fer one more yr ba haa.

woohoo.. it's something new that i tot of n succeeded in tryin out..!

01:36

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

-> Again

i'm back fer bloggin again! this time, another incident due to my blurness haa. or is it counted? never mind, i will recount my incident here fer pp to laugh haa

well, i went to the toilet so i closed e shutter as i dun like to ask pp to look aft e shop while i am out. when i am back, obviously i will need to open e shop shutter and halfway through, i heard a bang frm inside my shop. i look through and found out that i had knock over e mannequim while openin e shutter as e mannequim is standin near to the shutter. while, of coz i wanna faster open e shutter so that i can faster clear up e scene. e fon rang suddenly frm inside so i faster go fetch e fon wif e stick that used to open e shutter in my hand haa.

i told hui ling(sq 2 outlet sales assistant) that i will call her back haa. while puttin back e body back into her lower body, i had trouble coz she is a bit heavy and e shirt kep gettin stuck haa. somemore, i step on e shaw e mannequim is wearin while carryin her body frm e ground to her body. e shaw drop on e floor and there were other things drop on e floor too wor. there's a $10 spag tee on e floor guess e mannequim caused it and a wallet too haa.

e shop owner opp my shop tot it was somebody else and ask mi who is it haa. i said it was my shop's and he sae luckily.. haa.

20:26



-> Duno

it's e 2nd blog entry today and juz nw i wrote there's no sales yet in blog sure helps haa. i gt one sale liao haa

read sam's blog juz nw that she sae she felt sad readin my blog haa.. well coz i am emo ytd ba. today feelin better than ytd although i still haf a lot of time to spare fer daydreamin durin work.

equation of my work..

work time = day dream + slack


today i am at far east workin able to access net so better than at hv ba haa. dat entry was written at hv ytd coz borin.. haa duno wat to write le write till here ba might be writin again ltr when i tot of one haa.

18:10



-> Emo ytd, sotong today

start e day wif a very sotong incident...

wake up frm val e msg sayin she is free to go k box on fri.. look at the clock and notice that it's 12noon...! dat time, i still can blur blur thinkin today is wat dae and date. am i suppose to be workin? aft a few mins, it finally hit mi in back in my mind that i am late fer work! i'm supposed to be workin at far east plaza today and i am half an hour late..!

i quickly call my boss to tell her i juz wake up and she juz sae nvm take my time. haa she really dote on mi or is she juz too kind?

i wash up and change then took bus to work. b4 i went out, my mom gave mi 50 bucks to spent woohoo haa. when i alighted, i went to long john to buy lunch 1st coz i am lazy to go buy ltr. i return to e shop at 1.30pm, a few mins late too. but i think it's ok ba since she ask mi to take my time haa. in short, i am late fer 2h fer work today. it isn't e 1st time anw haa.

i on e cash register and stuffs and logon to the nets machine. man, i key in e supervisor pin wrong thrice.! i tried e 4th, 5th and 6th time and i can't logon any more. i duno wat to do so i called jessica(boss) and ask her wat to do. she juz ask mi to call e nets service centre coz she oso duno wat to do.

i called and finally things were settled. i msg her lettin her noe and she replied it's ok dun worry bout it. haa dat was nice of her. =)

it's 5.30pm nw, again i haven made any sales yet... so sian i played sudoku online wif val tru msn. we played a few rounds and i lost one to her due to carelessness haa. happy dat i won alot of times. it's very cold here lea and no sales. die~~~~~

16:15

Monday, December 24, 2007

-> I’m emo in nature

I’m emo in nature

I dun think I am the e personality I carry myself when I am wif frenz… I think I am emo in nature coz I noticed that recently, I like to keep things to myself and rejected wateva help or things was offered….

When I am workin, I like the peaceful environment in e shop and dun wish to haf any customers to walk in so that I dun need to interact wif them… guess I really is an introvert person coz durin rc recently, I oso didn’t talk much and keep quiet… the only time I am noisy is when I feel comfortable wif dat company of frenz ba…

While workin, i haf a lot of free time to think of things.. I thought of a lot of things like I dun really haf good frenz as all my frenz were like together fer a reason… used to haf da as bestie but nw it’s over coz our opinions dun match n I feel that I haf nothing to talk to her and unwilling to share wif her how’s my life goin..

Fer zhen and sally, we once were besties too but I don’t know much bout them recently… all of us haf our things to keep us busy wif. Fer val and e others, they haf their circle of frenz n I can’t possibly keep bothering them. Sometimes I really feel I am lonely esp daes like my bdae wher I spent it at hm watchin dramas. Even if my family celebrate my bdae wif mi, I dun feel happy at all and in fact, I didn’t even grin or smile dat dae.

Today is Christmas eve, again I am alone workin and will be stayin at hm aft work to pass e dae. Sometimes feel so sick of life that I dun feel like stayin in dis world anymore as I feel nothing makes me happy. Although I do feel happy wif frenz but are they able to keep mi company fer life? Frenz come and go and I already had a lot of frenz dat come n go out of my life le like my ga, susu, da, sally, zhen, Gerald, Kelly, Shirley, jia ping, kel, zw blah blah. They once came into my life and brought mi fun, laughter, joy and company. But nw, they haf move out of my life and continue wif theirs. Leavin mi behind alone and struggle wif wat’s left but memories of wat we once shared.

Although nw I had fun wif corkscrewers, but I know all this will end again when I graduate frm rp as it will be hard fer us to meet up due to our schedules and we haf to move on wif life. There’s still val but I noe it will be hard fer us to meet up in near future wif the fyp comin up.. we will haf less k box sessions le ba. But one thing that I noe will keep us in contact is wher our bdaes are juz next to each other in daes and she is e only one who bother enough to give mi a bdae present. Although there were others who rmbed my bdae but she will be e one who will nv 4gt mine in the years to come ba..

23:02

Sunday, December 23, 2007

-> Bro's bdae

today 23 dec is my bro's bdae.... 9 years old... 10 yrs younger than me... seems to me i have been eatin a lot of cakes this two months coz nov was mum's n zayd's... also, i haf been buyin slices of cake frm bread talk coz i happen to see them sellin $2.50 per piece fer tiramisu..

fer dec... it's my bdae n i ate cakes twice.. once wif family n e other wif corkscrewers... followin on was ron's bdae and today was bro's bdae... feel so fat esp aft ytd's buffet coz i haf been skippin my 400 situps recently... damn... i'm fat.

20:03



-> Cut

finally i did wat needs to b done.. i cut my nails fer climbin sake n hair too coz it's been botherin mi...

this haircut reveals e curls i had in my gene n i am a bit lazy to reborn. havin e tot of need to sit at e salon fer 4 or 5 hours doin nothing and 3 or 4 days can't wash hair makes mi lazy to reborn haa...

tot of tryin new hairstyle and e hairstyle i am havin nw is totally nt like me...! a bit boylish and e hair is wavy.. even me myself is still tryin to adapt wat have been done cannot be undone.. even if i wanna change a new hairstyle i think will be hard too coz it's short to cut any further?

i'm nt postin my pics on this hairstyle in my blog coz i few a bit nt nice lea haa.. corkscrewers will be able to see it on wed, w67a can see it durin sch start and as fer my other frens... till we see each other ba.. best will be dun see each other haa..

17:03



-> Sakura night


last nite had dinner wif corkscrew pp at orchard sakura.. it was a fun nite n heavy nite coz all of us fer like so full frm eatin..

b4 i went out to meet them, i had a chat wif my mum while eatin tang yuan... this is our convers...


mum: wed nite u watch moive wif who?
me: momo lor
mum: is he a nice guy?
me: ok la..
mum: if he is nice, can try out wif him to go steady la..
me: no, impossible... he's nt as gentlemanly as i want.. like wed nite, e movie ended at 1am n i sae i will walk hm alone since he leave at bishan opp direction frm mi.. he juz ask once is it ok fer mi to walk back ma i said ok and he sae ok lor...


he nv even ask twice nor ask mi to msg him when i get back lol.. i haf go out wif quite a no of guys frens but he is e most ungentlemanly of them all.. at least some of e guys will sent mi hm on their own record even though i refused or ask mi to msg them if i reached hm... but him... nothing... haa but still will go out wif him la as he is my fren ma... one thing is fer sure though, dat i might nt be wif him ba haa... unless.....


well, watched national treasure wif joyce, steven, heng yi, ah long b4 meetin e rest to eat.. i enjoyed e movie very much coz i like this kind of genre movie. aft movie, meet up wif e rest and had a great time at sakura wif steven, joyce, ah long, sam, fad, jeremy, heng yi, qi bin, farhan.. e whole table was loaded wif loads of food dat we can't even see out table lol.. e guys went fer a few rounds of food while me, i am e 1st to admit defeat and watch them eat haa.. e popular dishes was unagi, dory fish, satay n beef steak fer e cooked food e rest was e shell types.

aft eatin, we still walk to selegie there to eat tou hua but only joyce sam share one while i eat grass jelly n ah long, heng yi, qi bin, fad n jeremy drink e soya bean.. lepak dere fer a while then go hm.. all of us were so full lol..

btw, i dreamt of mi still eatin sakura lol.. eatin e shell types till i am awake haa

13:10

Saturday, December 22, 2007

-> 新窩 - Fahrenheit and SHE

新窩 - Fahrenheit and SHE



like this mv... it's so sweet...!

01:24

Friday, December 21, 2007

-> Back...

Back frm bathin... Feel so clean but my eyelids feel like closin... Haa... Can't slp yet coz hair still wet lea... In my room nw wif aircon n fan blowin at me at e top speed.. Cold~~~

It's another 3pm then slp dae... Haiz... Waitin fer sat to come so that i can slp in late n catch back all my beauty slps...? Haa...

Left palm blisters feel better le i guess coz nt afraid to let my palm touch e runnin waters... Things being done will be easier... Haa... Right palm blisters faster recover so that i can continue do many things with no obsacles... Hope tml's trainin will nt make e blisters worst...!

Have been bloggin like everyday coz i am free...? Nope... Jus feel like writin something in what i define a nicely done blog skin of mine haa... Have been thinkin of writin a few articles le but lazy... Let mi find one day where i am really really free and feel like writin ba.. Hee...

Till nw.....

03:14



-> Tired day

I had a tired dae today... Or in fact this life i am livin in that i feel tired...?

Anyway, i juz reach hm nt long ago wher i started my dae workin at hv.... Brought lappy to work but i can't access to e net... No net means sian coz can't browse ard e www to find some stuffs to entertain myself.. Luckily i had some movies in lappy that i haf nt watched b4.... But, watch movie can also be a borin n tired thing to do esp fer pp like mi coz i am like watchin dramas and shows everyday.. This feels like nothing interesting....

Aft work still can't go hm rest although i really want it badly... Never mind, coz i think even if i came hm i will also be sleepin at 3pm again.. Went arab street to celebrate ron n cheryl's bdae... Went sisahying (duno how to spell) but i only took 3 or 4 small months aft ron n his fren mervyn successfully stuffin it to me... Well, e feelin is indifferent coz long time nv mix wif them liao... Get to know a new fren call mervyn n he was friendly enu..

I am very quiet there coz i really feel very tired n wanna slp... Furthermore, tml still gt tuition at 1130 and trainin at 2pm.... Dunno tml can climb ma coz e blister haven heal yet.. It means to mi it is quite jialat fer one of e blister coz e other 3 are gettin better but this one, it looks like it needs another 1 wk to fully recover?

Blog till here 1st.. Finally my turn to bath liao...

02:10

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

-> A weird and sotong ytd..

Wow.... My ytd was a sotong day fer mi and also a weird incident that happened to mi...!

Well, since it's e 3 wks holi nw so i didn't continue buyin e bus concession. Had tuition wif sabrina at 2pm so i walk to her hse... One reason is can save bus fare and the other will be treat it as exercise ba..

I was listenin to my mp3 while walkin and nv bother bout e surroundings lol... Suddenly, one uncle walk up to mi and talk to mi... At first i thought he was my dad's fren as i tot i heard him callin mi wenya while i am still on my mp3.. Out of courtesy, i replied him back and started a little conver.. He asked mi how old am i, wher i am goin and stuffs... Well, i replied him bout wif some constraints coz i am still thinkin who was he...

The conver started to change when he said he felt very terrible.. Wanted to die, to commit sucide but dun dare to jump off the building... Initially, i didn't really diguest wat is he sayin till he ask mi wat are e fastest way to end his life... I was stunned at that instant and didn't say anything... He add on sayin "scared already is it..." Till then i voice out... "Erm i dun really noe u do i?" And his reply was "because we dun noe each other so i am able to talk to u so much..."

OMG... I duno wat to reply or do lol.... I quickly excuse myself away frm him by sayin i reached le although i haven reach.. Wat a weird uncle man... I told my mum tis incident n she say i shouldn't have talk to the stranger... I add on sayin if this happened to my sis will they be worst than mi...? Guess wat she sae.... Haa she said they will stare at him lol.... Omg... Guess i am very innocent is it..?

How sotong can i be...? Well, ytd quite a lot of things happened to mi ba... Firstly, while doin e 1st route of beat's i hit my knee hard on the tile on e wall... It isn't once but twice or more... Coz need to dyno to e next tile and there's this big tile somewhere near my right knee that made mi keepin hittin it.. Well... In e end i am also nt able to proceed to the next tile frm wher i dropped...

Secondly, i landed hard on e crash pad hard durin e thirty moves coz i clash wif jeremy on e same wall... I wanna go lower so that he can pass over mi but i lost grip and fell hard on my back... This isn't once but twice wher e second time was while climbin beat's 2nd route, there's this dyno route again.. I manage to dyno to the tile and beat ask mi to match hand on e tile before dynoin to another tile.. I listened and do it her way.. Well, i lost grip and fell again hard on e crash pad haa... So ugly sight haa and everyone was lookin....

I'm nt done wif trainin incidents yet... I had 4 blisters on my palms fer doin e stairs workout... 2 on each palm and i had a hard time bathin last nite lol... I used plastic to cover e blister than use tape to tape around e hand haa... Funny action coz in e end while bathin, i took out e tapes and bear wif e burnin sensation on e palms. I took 1 hour plus to finish bathin lol man... Haa

Haa last sotong incident ba.. It's on e way hm, i bump into pp 3 or 4 times lol... How careless can i be...? Well we went to eat tou hua aft trainin last nite.. A lot of memories... Tot of susu and e happy moments i once had wif susu there.... The video we made, e lame jokes we shared, the walk we had, e music we listen and e convers we had... Well that's all in e past le and i haf put it behind mi le... Anw it's been one year le and i am still waitin fer dat him to take my hand and walk wif mi..

17:00

Monday, December 17, 2007

-> What title?

Shit... No sales yet... Nw 1705 liao... Been in e shop fer 5.5h liao still no sales yet.. A bit stress liao.. Haa.... Damn... Sales faster faster come come lea... Bout 4.5h more to go... Hopefully i am able to make at least one sale frm e remainin time...!

Bless me.....

17:03



-> One pull up

I'm happy today that i am able to one pull up.. It's not a standard pull up but at least i am able to lift myself up frm e ground... I can only pull up to my face same level as e bar so it is still not so gd.. Wanna go fer a perfect pullup and then it will satisfy me haa.. Tired doin pullup at various bars jus to confirm i really can do...! Haa.. Well, i guess i can do le ba coz i am able to lift myself up hee... My wish.... Able to do 2 standard pullups by e end of 2007... Trainin....

02:57

Sunday, December 16, 2007

-> Tired

Went back sch to help out wif e open hse under alc.. When i reached sch, i still feel sian sian coz maybe tired n still haven wake up ba...

I only started to feel enthu a bit aft a while haa... Quite borin coz separate frm e rest.. It would be fun if all of us were together rite haa.. I was stationed at the kayak station but borin n hot so we went in to join e teamlink guys till goin to visit our station.

Well, i kind of like didn't do much things coz i brought pp frm kayak station to abseil station so that they can get their chalkbag fer completin 3 stations. I hang ard at the abseil station fer quite sometime coz i was waitin fer e pp to finish abseil. Well, abseil station gt more pp there and i know some of them so i hang over there to slack and chat wif them haa...

Went back to my station fer a while then brin pp to abseil station again n i stay on there fer very long haa.. Aft dat, i am very tired la.. Started to slack and went wif karnita they all to play floorball... It was fun playin among oursleves and all of us were tired out and sweatin a lot.

I play till didn't noe it was time to end liao lor haa and nv notice it was 5pm plus le, i haven eat anything yet... We went to causeway to eat mac and chatted a lot over there.. The guys were saying a lot of disgusting stuffs lol haa... Then we walk around the mall coz gt nothing to do and there's this funny thing we did...

We stood outside Bossini and touched everyone's abs.. Lol... Haa of coz it's e guys only coz karnita and i dun haf ma haa.. Wow... Jeremy and Steven de was quite hard wor haa.. Jia Hao and Hazri nt bad too la... As fer ah long.... Hmmm... Those who know him will know how's e feel ba haa... We oso did some stupid things inside some of the stores too but dun really care bout e onlookers... Or is it just mi that i am too blur to observe ard...? Haa

20:49

Saturday, December 15, 2007

-> System Analysis Design(SAD) prob 11 grade out...

Well well, sad p11 grade is out... He said he will give mi E but i gt D instead.. Ok la since i nv do anything that dae so i can accept tis D but nt e D grade he gave mi at p7 lol...

Take a look at e comment he gave mi fer tis D ba...

Have to be careful with the definition of "work smart". If not properly define, it may cause more harm then good. Anyway, I was too harsh on you in the class. But I seriously hope you got my point and don't take it that i'm picking on you.

He said he is not pickin on mi.. Well i don't care coz i simply dun like him... 4 more wks to go and his face is out of my vision.. Haa.. 4 more wks... I must endure... Must recharge tis holi n try nt to pon.. Haa

22:39

Thursday, December 13, 2007

-> New blog skin...

Changed a new blog skin today.... Quite happy coz i am able to change it with the use of my multimedia knowledge. Know wat are some of the codings used for and edited some codes for my preference. Some of the codes dun understand so i dare not delete it but leave it there.. Haa..

Went swimming juz nw wif Charlotte, Wai Fen n Mei Yee at Jurong East complex.. Haa dun haf any more swim suit so i wear sports bra and a shorts... Feel very weird and uncomfortable coz they wear swim suit and i dun haf e figure lol haa... Haa the water was cold man.. I keep shivering and goosepimples all... Haa..

Overall i had fun la wanna go swim again lea..

01:38

Friday, December 7, 2007

-> Bad day

Daniel Powter
Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oooh.. a holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
This song now can describe my day today... Yesh, i had a bad day and dun really haf e mood e whole dae... Early wake up already can feel e moodless mood haa.. Wear a cap to sch juz to purposely hide his view away frm me.. My objective is achieved coz i really cannot see Derrick when i pull it low.
Wear a cap is nt a gd idea too coz it oso block my view.. Haa. Keep havin this feelin of my eye can't open big big and cannot see a lot of things. I have to keep pullin my cap up coz it keep slippin down and a bit loose fer mi haa.. Dun wanna tighten it a bit coz it will haf a cap line on e hair that will be more obvious.
He told me to take off my cap durin e 2nd meetin sayin it's rude to wear a cap durin lesson. And thats my 1st attitude to him wher i sae dun wan. He oso can't do anything but just sae "well i oso can't do anything since singapore is a democratic city" and he goes on reciting e singapore plage... Lame him.. I nv took any notice to wat he was sayin lol... I juz keep msnin n ask rc pp who wanna helpout in e open house fer alc..
Shit alc too coz need to do this lame shit dat affect my performance today fer class n grade... Derrick sae will give mi a E coz he sae i nv do anything.. K, i admit to him coz i really nv do anything and he knows coz Wei Yu keep givin mi slides to present.. It's nt dat i am nt appreciative. I am..! Thx bro.. =) But the thing is i really duno wat e whole thing is about. And i think it's really no pt readin off e slides coz he will stop mi n explain in my own words. How am i able to explain when i dun even understand? Haa
Anw, at the start of the presentation, he oso ask who do wat slide.. How am i goin to ans..? Take pp's hardwork n sae it's mine? Wei Yu credit his work to mi but i really feel very bad towards e idea. I really appreciate e help bro.. So when Derrick ask mi whether i gt do anything ma, i honestly tell him no.. And that's when he sae "so it's ok if i give u a E today rite..." I really haf no mood to reply him n juz nod my head wif a forced smile...
After our team de presentation, Derrick sae some things about frens coverin fer each other... I nv bother to listen to him and continue doin e shit job of askin who is helpin out coz dat michael wans us to submit by lunch today.. Shit dae haa...
Aft presentation stomach pain haa.. Went toilet to shit and on way back to class, saw wai fen n charlotte n they wanna go 5 min eat so i accompanied them.
Went back to class aft they finished eatin n e class already ended liao.. Some pp left e class n e rest was like sayin e rj question. "What are the differences between an "A" student and a "D" student?" They ask derrick why give dat kind of question and they started talkin bout fatima.. I dun really noe wat they are tokin bout coz i shut myself out of they convers haa.. There's only this wher derrick ask mi again did i do anything fer today and i sae no lor.. He juz sae "gd at least u are honest.." Lol....
I wanna sae thx to those pp who comfort mi aft our team's presentation.. Really apprieciate it a lot.. Thx.. That helps in makin my dae better.. =)
Actually, i oso haf myself to blame fer nt playin a part as a student la.. But seriously, wif this kind of fac how to so work when he can suddenly digress u frm doin yor work n chat wif him...! Haa..
5 more wks left and i am planning to pon his class again but duno when and how many times.. Depends ba.. Haa..

19:49

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

-> Belated birthday celebration

Today is not an official training coz Beatrix gave us 2 wks break frm climbin.. Well, do you think this will stop us frm climbin..? Nope.. Haa.. We went to climb asia to climb on our own..

Also, Joyce they all took this chance to celebrate my birthday.. Thx corkscrewers.. =) Felt happy and blessed to know corkscrewers as my climbin mates.. I had fun climbing wif u guys..! CORKSCREW..!

They brought a cake and e cake box look familiar sia haa.. Think it's e same cake box i had on my bdae... Haa.. Actually i knew they will buy cake la.. Act blur only juz nw.. Haa... But, when i am showing Karnita one route and tryin out to let her see, when i complete, everyone was gone.. Haa.. I went out and they sang bdae song fer mi... Although this isn't a surprise anymore, but i am still happy n grateful coz my bdae is already over le but they still celebrate fer mi.. Thanks again.. (^_^)

We ate e cake aft climbin at somewhere near Mustafar centre. I didn't talk much nor do anything coz tired le hee.. Thx fer helpin mi to cake e cake and distribute it to e others Zatd n Zul.. Also, Joyce take care of mi while crossin e road.. Haa.. She took my hand when crossin e road.. Haa... And she feed mi strawberry haa...

01:02

Sunday, December 2, 2007

-> 2007 de bdae

This yr, is my last chapter 1 bdae.. 19 yrs old le, lao le... T_T....
Didn't go out celebrate at all coz lazy n tired.. Also, no money n guess no one is free ba...
Slp till 1plus then wake up, slack ard fer a while then started watchin witch yoo hee. Received quite a no of pp de greetins n blessins but my feelin was like indifferent..? Actually, didn't feel anything special this bdae coz nv celebrate ba.. Also, i dun haf any special person in mind that i wanted to celebrate my bdae wif so felt very sian tis bdae ba... If i haf dat special someone, mayb i will feel very happy and blessed celebratin wif him ba...
My mum dey all brought mi cake and we had pizza and bbq chicken wings as dinner.. Actually my sis dey all wanna ask mi go sakae to eat n dey treat mi but i keep refusing.. I really dun wish to go out lea.. Feel so sian fer a bdae.. Haa.. Even when singin e bdae song, i oso didn't really smile and was like indifferent throughout e whole dae...
Had 3 wishes. First wish, to find a bf b4 my next bdae. Second wish, to haf enu money to spent and last wish, my life would go on smoothly. Throughout e dinner, i didn't talk but just eat n watch tv.. Really very indiffernt.. No mood lea haa..

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