-> My dream last nite

Dreamt of momo last nite sia.. Haa.. Still can rmb the dream wher we are a couple.. How come it's him de...? Strange... Coz it's been long since we contact le like gt 2 months le ba haa..
He came online juz nw and ask mi tml wanna watch movie ma but too but, tml i am meetin Joyce n Steven le fer sakae le... Speakin bout steven, today there were times i caught him lookin at mi and i look at him back sometimes. There was sometimes, i even look at him straight into the eye but aft a while, i looked away becoz i feel very shy.
Today ronny came to join us fer climbin as a new member.. I keeo laughin at him b4 we go becoz i really can't imagine how it was to see him climb.. Indeed, when he climbed, he looked funny but ok la coz new climbers are always lidat de.. Last time mi oso lidat ma haa.. Tot of the 1st time i went rc as a new member suddenly at old climb adventure...
Today is e 1st time i see arif topless ba haa wow.. He gt the chest man haa but he gt a little bit of tummy..He gt e shape la overall n he look a bit hot juz nw becoz he was sweatin.. Haa.. He juz finished skippin outside...
Today climbin, i felt happy becoz i onsited two routes but e routes were free foot holes.. Wonder will i onsite it again if there were destinated foot holes..?
Ok, back to the dream where i dreamt momo and i were together and my family noes it too.. We look sweet together juz like how i wanted wher i hug his hand and lie on his shoulder talkin n playin wif him while he was lookin at the newspaper.. We were at my hse and we are in a lovin situation lol.. Haa thats a short dream of momo oni.. I dun think dis dream will come true coz r chemistry is nt dere...?

02:35

-> Coffee prince

Just finished watchin coffee prince and feel that their love was sweet. How i wish i could have that kind of relationship wif a bf and he loves mi so much as i do. Will i find a bf like Choi Han Kyul in e drama too...? They are so loving wher they call every night to chat, meet everyday durin work.. How i wish i could have a climber as bf so that we can enjoy climbing together juz like zatd n joyce.... Sometimes envy bout joyce coz she can enjoy climbing as well as haf someone wif the same passion as her.
The Choi Han Kyul and Go Eun Chan had a really sweet relationship because they can tok everything under e sun and they care fer each other very much.. This kind of relationship is wat i am wishin fer but i duno will this happen to mi...?
The relationship between Choi Han Sung and Han Yoo Joo was sweet too because they have been together fer 9years and they still love each other very much... If i had a relationship, will it last long..?
I wonder..........

01:09

-> NISCC speed comp

Took part in team event in e open division wif Heng Yi, Jeremy, Qi Bin and Yuji as a team. I'm the 2nd climber and the tiles on e wall look far fer mi...
I had a lot of worries b4 i climb becoz i am afraid of droppin and let my team down.. I am scare i can't reach fer e 3 tile on e wall becoz i always drop at that tile when i started trainin. I am scare i cannot reach e end coz i am nt tall enu... Nervous and very scare...
My feelin fer this comp is e worst coz i nv encounter so stress and scared b4 in a comp...
Climb till very slow coz i am afraid i will fall and my mind is totally shut off when i started climbin.. Really too nervous liao coz i'm nt even in a startin position to get ready when i am climbing. Stragger a bit at e 3rd tile and aft e 3rd tile, i went up slow coz i cannot think any more...! I juz grab wateva i see and any how step.. There's this part wher i am somewher at the top tryin to go fer e nex tile n nv even notice there's footholes to help mi...
Managed to complete e route n get into quarter finals... 1st time qualify fer a 2nd round climb in a comp... Happy...
Tis time round we lost coz Heng Yi drop again and we were slow... The other schs were fast sia.. We complete wif TP, when i am still tryin to complete e route as 2nd climber, they already completed liao lol... I felt climbing smoother e 2nd time coz gt experience liao.. But we still lost to time.. The other schs were gd.. And, i nv blame Heng Yi fer droppin 2 times coz i am oso slow.... But i think e 3 wks of effort i haf put in in trainin fer speed haf been recognised, paid off as i totally duno how to climb speed 3 wks ago..

00:26

-> Mum's bdae

Ytd was mum's bdae... Gt a few feelins within mi..

16:36

-> Sick

Sick but went trainin ytd.. Jeremy knew i'm sick, ask mi nt to climb but i still climb a bit la... Boulder a while fer warm up then climb 3 laps fer speed climb.
First time tryin dat route so a bit slow on e 1st.. Took 57 secs.. 2nd try was 53 secs n last try was 44 secs.. Not quite happy wif my results coz i will drag e whole team down wif dis timin..
Aft speed climb i went inside to boulder climb wif Zayd and i set 2 routes.. I tried myself e 1st route and able to finish but wif one additional foothole.. Haa..
Zayd, jeremy, fad took off their clothes to climb.. Like their body shape sia haa.. Also like Steven's body shape too.. Been noticing their body shape nowadays... OMG.. Haa..

20:26

-> Sally bdae

Ytd went to celebrate Sally's bdae at Marina Bay. She didn't noe we are goin too bcoz her bf wanna surprise her.
Zhen and i share donuts as present fer her.. Because i can make it earlier, so i went to queue up at Novena Sq de new outlet. I bought 12 donuts and it's a mix of flavours.
Zhen n i went to meet Sally dey all dere and i saw susu was ard lor... Surprise sia.. We went to eat steamboat aft a while of chattin and didn't chat wif susu much... Sat together wif Zhen dey all and nv chat nor eat much... Gt nothing to sae and dun haf e feel to eat. Saw susu dere was a feelin unexpectable because we long time nv chat liao.. Could feel it was awkard between us and i dun dare to look at him..
Feel so out of place because i am very quiet dere.... Only enjoy e ride hm wher it's only left e 3 of us in e ride and i feel i could chat freely and easily.
Know i gt a D fer SAD module and was feelin angry+sad initially but felt indifferent later on and dun feel like goin his class on fri. Dun wanna go his class also because a bit sick liao and very damn tired.
Feel like climbin but dun haf e energy to climb.......

15:54

-> What is the title?

The grp of us..

Sam and I kissing Joyce.. She is so blessed.. Haa..

Aft mind's cafe, some of us went home while e rest fer to starbucks lepak.. I reach hm at 12 midnight and watch tv fer a while b4 i bath n prepare fer my pp presentation e next dae at 9.30am...

Prepare e pp prepare till 4am then slp lol... Haa.. The next morn very tired.. Keep dozing off whenever i took a bus... Haa.. PP presentation was very nervous coz i am scare i might miss out anything and i am like boring e advisors lol... Haa luckily they gave mi good comments but i duno i will pass ma..?

Went trainin aft dat at climb ad.. I'm e only fer ard fer trainin... Haa.. Had fun too coz i climb wif them n finished wat is surpose to do... They had dis game wher everyone will climb e inclined speed wall.. The last 5 climbers will haf to do 50 pushups... Obviously i am e last lol... But i still give it a try.. I tied wif Zul as last climber coz he step other tiles... The last 5 climbers did e 50 pushups but i escaped coz they nv ask mi to do or haf dey forgotten..? Haa

The last climb was 10 laps on e high wall wif speed.. Arif belay mi n there's dis once when he suddenly let mi down too fast dey i scream out loud... Haa.. Paisei sia...

23:46

-> Rock Climbing Training Camp

Went camp last weekend had it's very shag and tired man..
Thur was speed training n the next dae, fri is e camp till sun.. Tired was tired but had fun too wif the corkscrewers.. 27 of us went fer e camp.

Azhari Heng Yi Qi Bin Zul Hazri Jeremy Caromes Yuji Steven Arif Syafie Cyril Haizzatd Zayd Fadhli Farhan Jia Hao Ah Long Aslam Ting Ting Sam Karnita Lisa Hannis Ting Yin Joyce Me..!

Whoo.. Fun but i gt 34 mos bites, muscleaches, bruises, cuts and my hipbones are pain frm slpin on e hard woodeen floor haa..

02.11.07
We had phyical trainin at the fitness corner and man, i really sweat alot there.. And, nt 4getin haf of my mos bites were frm there too haa.. The other half was frm thu trainin at yishun safra.. Did 30 sit-ups, 15 bupiss, 30 incline pull-ups, 15 dips, 15 leg rise and sprint. Do all those fer 3 sets..! I only do 2 sets plus coz need to other things like dynamic pull-up and one arm lock.
Dynamic pull-up 3 sets of 3 and one arm lock 3 sets of 10-15 sec.. Can't do dynamic pull-up coz i couldn't even do one pull-up lor.. One arm lock was quite fun.. Initially couldn't do but aft i get e hang of it, i can do it.. Yeah.. Haa.. Aft those pt, beatrix made us do some speed coordination wif e balls and e hand feet tap.. Couldn't coordinate sia haa..

Aft those physical, we went to bath and head to bed aft debrief.

03.11.07
It's a long dae man.. Haa.. Lots of activities were lined up fer e dae.. It's a really shag dae... Aft wash up in e morn, all went fer mornin pt. The running was tough coz one round only but 2 rounds haa.. Aft runnin still need to do some pull-ups, sit-ups and push-ups.

Aft pt, head straight to climb asia where we spilt into half go do high wall and half do boulder.. I went to boulder instead but haiz..... Couldn't complete any of the routes lea.. Very disappointed in myself... Haiz...

After climb asia, we went to climb adventure to climb speed wall.. We went to haf lunch at clementi central (i didn't know it was clementi central till the next dae when we go hm frm dere haa).

Went back to climb speed wall and find it quite fun and quite like e feelin of it haa.. Beginin to like speed climb too but i can't climb fast.. =( When climbing the wall wif orange tiles that speed comp will be using, i treat it like climbing difficulty.. Haa.. Jialat rite..

Aft dat went back sch fer bbq.. By right, it's e pool trainin but beat cancel it coz she sae it's strainous and all of us were tired liao.. So everyone went to rest fer a while then start bbq..
Happen to know 5 nov was beat and farhan's bdae so we celebrate durin bbq too.. Had fun durin bbq eatin, playin, jokin and listenin.. Learnt a new game called asshole daidee taught by ah long wher a lot of pp can play together.

Spend a lot time bbqin and aft bbq, we went to bath and watch some climbing videos aft dat.

04.11.07
Sat pool trainin was canceled so it was brought forward to sun as mornin pt.. Trainin at pool was to swim the brendth of the pool in one breath till as long as u can and swim back.. Do it 3 sets of 3... It was tired and really strain but i complete 2 sets and 1 swim coz e security chase us out of e pool fer wearin clothes... Aft i think i am a bit addicted to swimmin aft dat coz gt e feelin to go swim..! Haa..

We wash up aft dat and head to climb ad again fer e last trainin. Did speed climb again and tis time, try wif timings anf i tink my timin wasn't good ba.. Haiz..

01:24

-> 彩虹

歌曲: 彩虹

歌手: 周杰伦(Jay Chou)



哪里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静

所有云都跑到我这里



有没有口罩一个给我

释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药



看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳还是会绕

没有理由我也能自己走



你要离开我知道很简单

你说依赖是我们的阻碍

就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱

当作我最后才明白

00:40