-> RC training (3rd post)

Thu, i duno why i am very different lea.. I am like doin things very overboard. Wat makes mi angry is dat i juz posted my sorries to e RC pp n da sae i'm always very overboard any way. N i juz reply back 'i noe u r sayin mi' coz we were sayin each other in our nicks. During dat time, i really wish our friendship would end dat way lor n i dun wanna care bout her liao..
Actually till nw, my nick is still sayin bout her.. Will i make any effort to make things better? I really duno coz actually e crack line is already dere a few mths ago. Jus dat we nv care..
And bout the trainin, i felt sorry to Cyril coz i made him take charge of those shoes dat we rented fer e yr 1s coz i duno wanna care as i feel dat i m doin so many stuffs liao why shld i still nid to care bout e shoe they r wearin...! N, dat one whole dae i m already quite fed up liao.. Nid to go collect 11 pp de forms n money fer Rockamania comp n i was like running frm agora to e3, to w4, to photocopy form fer pp then to e4, to e3 again then can go back class. By then i was back at class, 3rd meetin already started n i nv do anything lor..! Damn fed up doin so many shit fer rc..! Mark attendence, collect money, send email tellin pp when's trainin, contactin beatrix to ask when is trainin, ask michael to bk bus..
Why am i doin all tis shit..? Wan to push to other pp oso feel bad.. Juz like askin Cyril to take charge of the shoes makes mi feel so bad. But seriously, it isn't wrong fer mi to ask him to take charge rite when the ones who are wearing the shoes are dey nt mi n i still nid to care meh...???? So damn FED UP...
As fer Steven, i feel bad coz i ask him help mi take shoe back as i dun wish to take hm but in e end oso i took hm. I already had a bit of a fed up dae to deal wif n dere da still 'too' mi.. I still nt over wif wat she wrote wif her nicks lor..!

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