-> Feel damn sad

I feel damn sad nw when listening to 北极星的眼泪 duno why.. First thing that came to my mind when listening to this song is Lynnda.. Guess our friendship really lives deep down in my heart coz i feel very sad fer our frenship n i m quite bothered tis few days coz our frenship haf a twist of turn. It isn't the same b4 and i can feel it very strongly.. Rite nw, writin tis blog n listenin to tis songs makes mi really really very sad.. Cryin rite nw n feelin very vex... Tis few daes gt e tot of die better coz i really duno wat else i like bout dis world.. I may seem happy everyday but am i really happy?
I look like i have a lot of frens but actually deep down, i feel very lonely.. I really feel very lonely.. Tis few days i am very troubled by the frenship between Da n i. Our attitude towards each other have a drastic change and i have been takin everythings that's happening or around mi very unseriously.
Rite nw i am crying and feel damn sad dat i duno how to put it in words. I juz if i'm at dat last chalet last wk, i might oso b one of them cryin. Tml still gt rc comp n i'm feelin a bit dun wanna go. Paid 10 bucks liao but i dun mind if i nv go coz i oso nv take tml de comp seriously.
I really duno wat to do but only puttin a fake happiness look on my face everyday.

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