-> Tired but fun

Last nite went out wif Momo n Jun Rong at 1am plus haa.. Jr gt car so go out wif them lor since oso long time no see liao. Jr juz gt his liscen nt long 2 wks only haa but nt bad wat his driving skills.
We duno wher to go so we go orchard the coffee club instead. I drank ice tiramisu latte.. Hei hei dis is e 1st time i drank latte lor coz i dun drink coffee de.. Quite nice lea e drink coz gt my fav tiramisu haa.. We sat around dere fer an hour plus coz rainin too.. We wait till e rain stops le then leave to bishan coz jr sae bishan can hang out to haf another drink. Haa jr can't drink alcohol coz he drivin so momo n i keep teasing him bout drinkin alcohol. We went bishan park but notice it was too late as the shop close at 2am haa.. Too bad.. So we went amk new mac instead.
We sat dere fer an hour plus too coz rainin again n we are like tired but dun wan to admit haa. When we finally wanted to leave, we sae go eat tou hua coz it was cold and i am craving fer tou hua haa.. They very gd to mi i sae wat dey oso ok haa.. I sae i wanna go see stars dey oso sae ok.. Next time nv rain n we shall go see stars haa. My dream is coming true fer star gazing..? Haa.
We went to my hse dere de market but when we wanted to alight, i sae still rainin lea so we went hm instead. Jr drive mi hm 1st then momo. By the time i reach hm, it was already 6am. It's really tired but i haf fun n dey quite took care of mi too la.. So i dun mind goin out wif them late next time coz gt transport too haa.. Jr better go noe more routes to places so we wun haf limited places to go.. Haa..
Workin nw but feel like slpin.. Hope i can stand the whole dae and tml goin sch? Duno if can wake up then sae ba haa.

12:49

-> Feel damn sad

I feel damn sad nw when listening to 北极星的眼泪 duno why.. First thing that came to my mind when listening to this song is Lynnda.. Guess our friendship really lives deep down in my heart coz i feel very sad fer our frenship n i m quite bothered tis few days coz our frenship haf a twist of turn. It isn't the same b4 and i can feel it very strongly.. Rite nw, writin tis blog n listenin to tis songs makes mi really really very sad.. Cryin rite nw n feelin very vex... Tis few daes gt e tot of die better coz i really duno wat else i like bout dis world.. I may seem happy everyday but am i really happy?
I look like i have a lot of frens but actually deep down, i feel very lonely.. I really feel very lonely.. Tis few days i am very troubled by the frenship between Da n i. Our attitude towards each other have a drastic change and i have been takin everythings that's happening or around mi very unseriously.
Rite nw i am crying and feel damn sad dat i duno how to put it in words. I juz if i'm at dat last chalet last wk, i might oso b one of them cryin. Tml still gt rc comp n i'm feelin a bit dun wanna go. Paid 10 bucks liao but i dun mind if i nv go coz i oso nv take tml de comp seriously.
I really duno wat to do but only puttin a fake happiness look on my face everyday.

23:18

-> RC training (3rd post)

Thu, i duno why i am very different lea.. I am like doin things very overboard. Wat makes mi angry is dat i juz posted my sorries to e RC pp n da sae i'm always very overboard any way. N i juz reply back 'i noe u r sayin mi' coz we were sayin each other in our nicks. During dat time, i really wish our friendship would end dat way lor n i dun wanna care bout her liao..
Actually till nw, my nick is still sayin bout her.. Will i make any effort to make things better? I really duno coz actually e crack line is already dere a few mths ago. Jus dat we nv care..
And bout the trainin, i felt sorry to Cyril coz i made him take charge of those shoes dat we rented fer e yr 1s coz i duno wanna care as i feel dat i m doin so many stuffs liao why shld i still nid to care bout e shoe they r wearin...! N, dat one whole dae i m already quite fed up liao.. Nid to go collect 11 pp de forms n money fer Rockamania comp n i was like running frm agora to e3, to w4, to photocopy form fer pp then to e4, to e3 again then can go back class. By then i was back at class, 3rd meetin already started n i nv do anything lor..! Damn fed up doin so many shit fer rc..! Mark attendence, collect money, send email tellin pp when's trainin, contactin beatrix to ask when is trainin, ask michael to bk bus..
Why am i doin all tis shit..? Wan to push to other pp oso feel bad.. Juz like askin Cyril to take charge of the shoes makes mi feel so bad. But seriously, it isn't wrong fer mi to ask him to take charge rite when the ones who are wearing the shoes are dey nt mi n i still nid to care meh...???? So damn FED UP...
As fer Steven, i feel bad coz i ask him help mi take shoe back as i dun wish to take hm but in e end oso i took hm. I already had a bit of a fed up dae to deal wif n dere da still 'too' mi.. I still nt over wif wat she wrote wif her nicks lor..!

02:17

-> 2nd pri sch fren gathering (2nd post)

Fri, mit up wif Jessica, Lynnda, Yin Yin n Hong Gee again.. Tis time, we went Thomson de Liquid Kitchen fer gathering. E 1st time, i ordered a cocktail myself n finish it all up haa.. I ordered 'Sex On The Beach' n didn' talk much coz i duno wat to sae to them n duno them much ba.. Aft we finished e drink, we were thinkin of wher to go next between clubbin n kbox. In e end, fate made us go to kbox when we tose e coin.
5 of us takin cab to go town was a difficulty coz e law saes 4 per cab so when we wanted to call a london cab, juz nice a maxis cab came by and we were freaking wavin fer e cab to stop fer us coz dere was another cab stoppin in front of us. Maxis cab was bigger than london cab so 2 more pp sitin in oso no prob sia haa.
We sang k till morn n i didn't participate much in their chattings except juz sing my songs. Dat time, i was like in a world of my own n dis isn't e 1st time le. It's e 2nd time since dat time watch Transformer coz i really dun haf any thing to talk to them. Tis fri they are goin to watch Die Hard 4.0.. I duno wan go watch wif them ma coz i'm sure dis will b e 3rd time i will b on a world of my own again but i wan to watch e movie too lea.. DILEMMA..!! Haiz.. Haa..
Dat dae, when i went hm wif da, i attitude her abit.. I really feel our friendship is goin down n i am makin it worst sometime. But, sometime i really feel dat i dun wanna do anything to make things better lea.

02:03

-> W66J 2nd chalet (1st post)

I wanna post 3 blogs today n dis is e 1st blog dat shld b posted lasted wk but i am too busy fer writin..
Tis was e 2nd w66j chalet but only 5 pp coz we go on tue aft sch last wk. All 5 of us are gd frenz n we haf a lot of fun playin, laughin n drinkin. Actually we stay fer 1 nites only but in e end we stay fer 2 nites then go sch on thu start away frm chalet.. Haa all of us wher late fer dat dae n we form one team. When we reach sch by cab, it was already 10am liao.. We faster put our bag in class and went to eat coz we are all damn hungry haa. Dat dae late fer sch still can get B grade sia haa..
Oh ya, bout chalet, we play heart attack till very fun haa.. Dey play till who kanna hit muz drink alcohol but in e end we nv care haa.. I drank 2 half diluted cups while playin e 1st game which is guessin whether e next card on pile is bigger or smaller than the card in hand.. I oni lost twice haa.. Can roughly guess wat's e next card seein all e open cards.. I was damn tired lol so i was e 1st one to slp nt b coz i was drank but tired. I dun feel drank at all sia but i juz dun like to drink coz it's damn gasy n 'nan he' haa.
Wat happen to e rest of e alcohol? Oh ya, i didn't mention dey bought a big bacardi to drink.. E rest of e alcohol Li Yi, Angela n Ah Seng drank them all while playin.. I was slpin then so i nt very sure wat was Ah Lian doin.. Guess she is slpin too ba..
Dey drank finish e whole bottle dat was like more than half? Li Yi n Angela drank till drunk lor.. Angela suddenly emo coz of her probs n made Ah Lian emo too coz oso gt her own probs. Ah Seng comfortin Ah Ann while i duno wat to do coz i am afraid of sayin things dat will make matters worst coz i always lidat de duno wat shld or shouldn't sae.
Actually, everyone dere haf probs each dat dey compress it till very deep down in their heart. But in dat instant, everyone can't hold it any longer and break down. I was like e only one who dun haf any probs. I do haf but compare to them, mine is like 'xiao wu jian da wu' lor.. Haa
Lian left once e morn came n i duno how to keep her stay so i juz watch her go. By then, everyone was already slpin till duno which lala land le coz dey drank alot. Bout afternoon lidat, Lian came back to find us to play heart attack haa funny lor..
Li Yi left shortly aft n we slept e afternoon away.. By rite, we were leavin at nite but we decided to stay fer one more nite then go sch together by cab e next morn. So i went hm to change n bring one more set of clothes.. As Seng nid to go YCK fer his bigger bike lesson, so he drive mi back to chalet aft he is done. It's been long since i ride a bike sia it's like e last time p6 lor.. Most of e ride was on expressway so there were nt so many stops. E helmet was very loose lor haa i keep noddin my head to keep e helmet in place till i can't stand it liao jiu use one hand to hold e helmet n e other to hold on to him. E ride was fantastic sia haa i dun feel scare at all lea mayb coz i like excitement? So dat's why i join rc fer excitement?

00:53

-> My first tuition class

Today is my first tuition class wif a p2 ger.. Haa damn lucky sia coz i get paid 100 bucks fer one lesson per week and one hour half per lesson. Haa Nice deal rite.. Ah Lian dey all sae i gt a very gd deal lol.. Somemore, my lesson wif e p2 ger nt stress coz e mother is a China pp n while i am givin tuition, she took her son out sayin scare it might distract us.. Good sia haa.. Then her mum oso very good de nt very demanding so i guess i am able to teach her fer long ba hee..
Actually quite scare duno how to teach e ger because i nv teach b4 then scare her mum around will be very stress. But after today, i think hey it's ok man haa.. I didn't noe anything bout who i am teachin or e gender till i went to her hse today lol.. Damn lucky to teach dat ger hee..

23:22

-> Meet up with some pri sch frenz..

Meet up wif Yin Yin, Jessica, Lester, Hong Gee and Lynnda to watch Transformers.. Because e movie slot we wanted to buy was full so we buy the next slot at 0045. We have plenty of time b4 movie so we went to play pool instead. Dey chatted everything n i was like very quiet because i duno wan to sae wat.. My bond wif them nt very close ba coz i dun haf much fond memories wif them except their memories injected in mi. Which is, the memories i haf bout them is wat is happenin bout them w/o my exist.
Ytd one funny thing happened while i work is dat gt one customer was shoppin alone wif a baby.. She wanted to try one clothe but couldn't help herself as she baby was slpin in her arms.. Well wat can i do but except volunteer to help her carry her baby fer a while while she try lol.. So funny sia i carry coz e baby is slpin n i long time nv carry a baby liao since my bro was a baby haa. The body was so soft that i am afraid i can't carry while as i duno e person. Quite stress to carry coz aft a while my arms are aching but i made myself to tahan longer haa..

00:37