-> My date with shang dian shi Valerie

The last time i sang kbox wif val is b4 sch starts.. 2 mths liao..? Haa.. Didn't haf e satisfation today coz didn't sang till like last time dat long haa. Sang a few songs dat brought me memories like Jay de 黑色毛衣, Saya de 想念你的歌, Liu Hong Ming de 彩虹天堂, Angela de 遗失的美好 blah blah..
The memory that left a deep inpression in me is 黑色毛衣 wher it was durin e time i am workin at motorola. Dat time i damn like e song n keep listenin, practisin singin while i am on my way to work. Dat time was one of my happy moments too because i had no worries but fun although it's quite tired. The five of us, Lao Da Shawn, Lao Er Lynnda, Lao San Clarence, Lao Si Sally n Lao Yao mi haa.. We went to work together wher we wait fer each other at e locker dere to scn out thumb print n walk to tech point together. We will chat ard or joke ard n it was enjoyable although it was jus fer a few mins. My memories at tech point was memorable because i made a good fren dere call Kelly wher we walk together, go break togethter n even gt doted together by our leader. We work well wif everyone n often joke ard when we r doin nth.
I almost cry when i sang dat song just nw when i m reminded of e tech pt daes. When i sang 想念你的歌, i m reminded dat i sae i will dedicate dis song to e 5 princess, Valerie, Cindy, Kel, Qian Qian n mi. N dis is e song dat i will miss them because i sang tis i miss them.. 彩虹天堂 also holds de 5 princess memory because all of us like tis song n we always sing dis song when we are in class or kbox haa.
Just nw when i sang 遗失的美好, i thought of Lynnda wher we used to sing when we are walkin hm frm central n when i went kbox wif cold storage pp.. When i started singing tis it was awful but i haf improved tis time yeah haa. Today a new song haf given mi a new memory dat belongs to Val n i which is Zhou Hua Jian de 朋友 because i keep sayin 一人一半,感情不散 n when we are at Zhou Hua Jian de page, i jus randomly sae 朋友 n she really select e song to sing. Haa..
We had dinner at Ajisan n she sae something that i haf posted on msn. She sae without braces i already took so long to eat. If i put braces, it might take 10 yrs to finish my meal haa. But one sentence frm her was heartwarmimg fer mi which is she sae 我心肝情愿的等你吃不像Kel，很不耐烦的等她lea.

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-> Stay at home..

Went party world with Ronny, An Jie, Angela, Wai Fen and Hsiao Li ytd aft sch. 1st time went out wif them a bit feel like can't be myself but aft a while ok le haa.. We sang 3 4 hours jiu went hm le.. Came online n i put my msn nick sayin i'm free today duno wan do wat n kevin ask mi wan go walk walk wif him ma. Duno y lea i always dun feel like meetin him but he always ask mi lea. I rejected alot of time le today reject again lol.. Stay hm e whole dae todae watchin drama n movie quite relax haa..

16:51

-> Emo lately

Quite long never write le lazy plus busy ba. Feel quite fustrated sometime don't know why. Dun wish to work but wanna haf money to spent. Wanted to rest at hm but ended up watching tv or drama. Wanna slp early but doin other things instead. Wanna go run to jian fei but lazy instead. Wanted to try java and study UT but dun haf e will.. There are so many many things i wanted to do but i nv do.. I feel so uncomfortable, uneasy and feel that tis is nt e life i wan. I think i watch too much drama that i always fantasize myself i e drama hafin e lead actor as my bf. Wanted to find one but e ones i like dun like mi or the ones i dun like like mi. It's so diff frm what i wan.. Haiz really duno wat to sae la feelin quite emo latetly because i feel quite stress. Wanted to go somewhere n haf fun to 4get everything..! Nw every fri is my most stressful dae coz of java can't really noe how to do but i really wish i could do well lea still haf some interest in that but i think my interest is getting smaller............

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